Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 It's a really tough day. I sit here in my robe at 2 pm, still asking myself if I fell guilty enough to call nada or just let it go. If I call and she ambushes me, then I'll be angry for calling. If I don't call, I am likely to feel like I wimped out. I am sorry your own dream of motherhood has been so difficult to attain so far. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 It's a really tough day. I sit here in my robe at 2 pm, still asking myself if I fell guilty enough to call nada or just let it go. If I call and she ambushes me, then I'll be angry for calling. If I don't call, I am likely to feel like I wimped out. I am sorry your own dream of motherhood has been so difficult to attain so far. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 There are many women who are wonderful mothers and because my mother was not wonderful, I am a better mother to my children. Â I used to hate mothers day but my children made me feel loved today so keep trying, it is worth the effort, Subject: Re: I HATE mother's day To: WTOAdultChildren1 Date: Sunday, May 13, 2012, 2:44 PM Â I hate it too. Trying to get through it... ugh ugh ugh. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 For the first time in a long time mine was actually ok. We were up at the cabin in Old Forge and she was pretty well behaved (maybe she remembered last time when I left her there ) except for getting snippy when my so called to ask what the time table was and she started in on why am I answering to him and having to account for my every move. I reminded her that I have a 13 year old dog in liver failure whose bladder has a 4 hour limit. Time tables are very important in my house. Honestly To: WTOAdultChildren1 Sent: Sunday, May 13, 2012 2:23 PM Subject: Re: I HATE mother's day  It's a really tough day. I sit here in my robe at 2 pm, still asking myself if I fell guilty enough to call nada or just let it go. If I call and she ambushes me, then I'll be angry for calling. If I don't call, I am likely to feel like I wimped out. I am sorry your own dream of motherhood has been so difficult to attain so far. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 For the first time in a long time mine was actually ok. We were up at the cabin in Old Forge and she was pretty well behaved (maybe she remembered last time when I left her there ) except for getting snippy when my so called to ask what the time table was and she started in on why am I answering to him and having to account for my every move. I reminded her that I have a 13 year old dog in liver failure whose bladder has a 4 hour limit. Time tables are very important in my house. Honestly To: WTOAdultChildren1 Sent: Sunday, May 13, 2012 2:23 PM Subject: Re: I HATE mother's day  It's a really tough day. I sit here in my robe at 2 pm, still asking myself if I fell guilty enough to call nada or just let it go. If I call and she ambushes me, then I'll be angry for calling. If I don't call, I am likely to feel like I wimped out. I am sorry your own dream of motherhood has been so difficult to attain so far. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 For the first time in a long time mine was actually ok. We were up at the cabin in Old Forge and she was pretty well behaved (maybe she remembered last time when I left her there ) except for getting snippy when my so called to ask what the time table was and she started in on why am I answering to him and having to account for my every move. I reminded her that I have a 13 year old dog in liver failure whose bladder has a 4 hour limit. Time tables are very important in my house. Honestly To: WTOAdultChildren1 Sent: Sunday, May 13, 2012 2:23 PM Subject: Re: I HATE mother's day  It's a really tough day. I sit here in my robe at 2 pm, still asking myself if I fell guilty enough to call nada or just let it go. If I call and she ambushes me, then I'll be angry for calling. If I don't call, I am likely to feel like I wimped out. I am sorry your own dream of motherhood has been so difficult to attain so far. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 I'm with you AJ - it's a bad day. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 I'm with you AJ - it's a bad day. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 I'm with you AJ - it's a bad day. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2012 Report Share Posted May 13, 2012 Its basically just like valentine's day or even thanksgiving and christmas. people get so caught up in the hype of what the day is supposed to be they forget everyone doesn't celebrate it. if you don't have a household at thanksgiving or christmas people think there's something wrong with you. To: WTOAdultChildren1 Sent: Sunday, May 13, 2012 7:13 PM Subject: Re: I HATE mother's day  I'm with you AJ - it's a bad day. > > Today is mother's day and I hate it. I hate that I don't have a mom, that Im not a mother after 4 years of trying. I hate today. i just want to curl up into a ball. Does anyone else feel this way? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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