+Re: Really need advice ...want to scream till my voice is gone, can'

June 7, 2012

Thanks, Cheavon. " Sickery " is a most excellent term, IMO. Thanks for that one.

Whew! Are you sure we didn't have the same grandmother??? (Sorry for the

humor...I do not mean to make light of what you went through....but your story

is chillingly and uncannily similar to mine).

Peace.

>

> I am a child of a GP with BPD, and my Mother is a Nada or was Hypnotized by

> the fact that my Grandma " Held the loan! " when I read this I want wanted to

> cry for your daughter... PLEASE DO NOT LET HER SEE HERE GRAND MOTHER

> ANYMORE!! PLEASE!! I was that child! I feel like my Mom sold me for a

> dollar... My Grandmother is dead... And i wanted to sing " ding dong the

> witch is dead " At her funeral. That's why my Mom is now a Nada!! She failed

> to protect me for a dollar.... She turned a blind eye to her sickery for a

> dollar. I do not trust my Mother. Do not do this.. I would rather let my

> daughter resent me now... About not being able to see her. And when she

> becomes an Adult she will be able to visit her and see she was a quack. I

> was too kid knapped... My Step father protected me... But then he passed

> when I was 14 yrs old. I knew nothing about my Grandmothers sickery until

> then... She moved in our house and I moved in to Hell. I was beat,

> threatening, called all types of names... Everyday after school... I would

> tell my Mother and she would say... She is helping with the rent.... I

> would rather been homeless. Living in a women and children's shelter!! At

> the age of 17 years old... I didn't even want to go to College but I left

> that was my only way out... I never went back... I'm 30 soon to be 31.... I

> feel my mother has no excuse. For doing what she did. There are to many

> community programs available... Selling your child for a dollar " Not

> protecting your child out of fear some material item will be removed from

> you. " is not worth it! I am permanently emotionally scared I am still in

> therapy.. There is always something new being uncovered... Please don't

> allow this get a restraining order... OMG! I would rather walk to work with

> no car, ride, a bike, hitch hike or whatever your husband has to do.. Your

> Child is worth way more than a car please don't.

>

> Sent from my Windows Phone

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