Re: As a kid I thought Hitler was my biological grandfather

October 9, 2012

....Wow...! I find that both significant and highly disturbing that your mother

wasn't badly insulted or upset over that concept: that there was even a remote

chance that she might be Hitler's child. I think most people would feel

shocked, deeply insulted and appalled if that possibility ( " Guess what? You

might be related to Hitler! " ) was offered for their consideration.

The fact that your mother seemed even slightly pleased at the prospect says

something very disturbing about her character. In my opinion your assessment of

your mother as a sadistic sociopath got a check-mark on the " probably yes " side

of the tally, that day.

I'm guessing that you haven't seen the movie " The Boys from Brazil " ? If not,

I'm thinking you would find it both ironic and relevant to your childhood fear.

-Annie

>

> This thought terrorized me as a child but it's kind of funny now. Let

> me explain.

>

> I was a child in the US in 70s. Trashy newspapers would have headlines

> that Hitler was alive in Brazil like some other former Nazis.

>

> My mother was born in 52 in Brazil.

>

> Clearly Hitler ran off after 45 went to Brazil to impregnate my

> horrible b**tchy grandmother. Then I I examined my mother for his

> features. She was a verrry pale Brazilian with black hair. Check. And

> I weirdly got my grandfather's blue eyes! Both my parents are Latino

> so my eyes were a bit unusual.

>

> Now that it's all over and I see how my mother was a flat out sadist

> sociopath terror woman it's kind of funny the gymnastics my mind did

> to try and understand her. Hitler was the most evil man ever (in the

> US in the 70s) . . .

>

> One day, when she wasn't screaming and gnashing her teeth, I told her

> this story in a restaurant. She never showed her evilness in public

> and I realize now that I really knew this. I kind of thought she'd rip

> my head off for telling her this. She liked the idea quite a bit from

> her reaction and she never brought it up again.

>

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