Patterns

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I have realised the same thing as Reality, I subconsciously choose people who

have personality disorders, I am currently sandwiched between my mother and my

live-in BF. My BF is diagnosed OCPD. There are so many domineering and

controlling traits which remind me of my mother who is BPD. Its not a

coincidence that he is in my life. I am repeating my life patterns. I tend to

choose to be with people who have problems and that is a subconscious choice ,

so far. But now I am aware and I look carefully at the people to associate with.

Listen carefully to their reasoning and beliefs .... sometimes I get paranoid, I

dont want to have friends who are irrational. Learning to be self-sufficient.

Moving towards lowering my expectations in my close relationships.  Trying to

search for patterns.........

 

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