Nada needing to distance herself from you in social situations

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I've mentioned before how Nada would talk about me as if i wasn't there. Whilst

doing this she would talk as if she was embarrassed of me and was trying to

distance herself from me.

I was bitten by a dog in the street a couple of years ago. She said to the

staff at the residential home where she lives - " trust HER to get bitten by a

dog. She used to cross the road when she saw one when she was a kid " and then

she laughed her head off with them. She did things like that all the time when

i was growing up. She seemed to want to expose my vulnerabilities and

weaknesses to people. She couldn't keep anything to herself. She had to repeat

it to people and I used to hate her for it - it felt so humiliating. It was as

if she had to make me into the butt of a joke all the time.

I don't know if people realised how horrible i felt when they laughed with her.

I have to assume they didn't cos no one ever said anything to her. No one

seemed to empathise with me. As a result of this, i suffered for years with

feelings of paranoia and that people were " getting at " or making fun of me.

Does anyone else have any experience of this specific thing?