dx etc - please read it all - lots of info...

April 13, 2000

Well, Yes i did ask about that,

and thank god it was negative. Now i get to go play fiddle with my RD

on tuesday, and see what comes out of it.

I also asked - if it was possible for people to reply to only parts

of messages, as for us who get's the digest, boy do they get long and

filling. My mailbox isnt that big, and that's why i went to the

digest.

Now - DX

I was Dx'ed with RA, FM and carpal tunnel back in sept of 98. I'd had

symtoms for about 6 months, starting in my rigt midde finger, and had

had a severe lung attack in june - i've had to tell every doc that i

do _NOT_ have asthma.

I am taking mx (down to .3 cc weekly from 1.0), celebrex, and folic

acid for the RA - tylenol ad lib. For the FM i am taking trazodone,

to help me sleep. It works - sometime it doesnt.

I've been thinking, i'm going to bed at 10 pm sharp every night, to

get 8 hours of sleep. Even with the traz just before bedtime, i often

is awake until 12-1 am. I _know_ my work situation has a lot to do

with it.

I normally do not cry for any apparent reason, but I've been crying

at work or workrelated every day this week. Even now tears are

flowing - all i feel is tired, stepped on and exhausted.

I've had a lot of emotional turbolence within myself lately, i jsut

wonder how much is work induced.

Saturdays are spend on sleeping late - breakfast with hubby and then

rest with vast amount of Expresso/latte's ( i love that mashine)

My hubby persuaded me to not keep on doing the laundry myself which

was exhausting me and taking almost the whole weekend.

I am just so tired. I truely wish this job would/coudl work. I've

Never walked out on any job what soever!!!! This could very well be

the first one.

Thank god, another day is over - and Above everything, Mother Sun is

still shining, but I wish she could send a ray in my direction.

I think i'll take myself and stuff all of me in the car and go home.

I have an hour home in rushhour... wheee

Please please please don't forget me.

Laila

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