Re: Wake up please! is all still kicking?

[Guest guest]

Now that the weather is so nice, everyone must be outside! We all still love

you Mark!

It is amazing how your requirements for insulin has decreased. You may be

right about him taking you off insulin; but on the other hand, he may just

decide to decrease it more rather than taking you off of it. Can hardly

wait until you report on the doc visit.

_____

From: blind-diabetics

[mailto:blind-diabetics ] On Behalf Of Mark Ruth

Sent: Monday, June 04, 2012 5:01 PM

To: blind diabetics

Subject: Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days.

even taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still

running a lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only

using 6 units twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this

could happen to me on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that

are for heart rate and blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I

have noticed my heart rate has even dropped in the past ten days to where it

had been. hard to believe that only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it

does happen. the thing about a heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all

most decided to skip my shot at dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was

having a salad with a couple slices of cantaloupe. I will check it again at

7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the shakes, but don't feel like it is

high either. I was thinking I should feel much better with more energy after

exercise, losing weight and taking better care of my sugar, but actually I

don't feel as good as I did last month at this same time. to crazy for me!

sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes specialist on Friday?

just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a day and told me in

a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose higher to cover the

higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still going down more then

when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back out of here for

now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't like this list

to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

Hey, Markie,

You woke me up, so we might as well talk. I'm wondering if you're doing

a little too much of all the right things, enough to shock your body. I

remember just after I was diagnosed with type 2 that I brought my sugar

right down from 300 to 108 before breakfast in two weeks and I thought

I was going to die. The doctor suggested I let it go up a bit and bring

it down more gradually. I got very stressed last night, finishing a

paper for a conference, a spoof email from Amazon.com saying I had

ordered an expensive book and such. My heart started racing, this

morning I was at 115, a very high reading for me. I decided there was

nothing wrong just now that I couldn't deal with, even though I had

just pulled an electrical outlet out of the wall trying to disconnect

everything during the bad thunderstorm we had during the night. Maybe

you want to add a little more tomato to that salad to make sure you

don't go too low. The 70s are no fun.

Take care,

Dotty

[Guest guest]

You know what? you may be on to something here for a fact. my body could be

in a type of shock. hard to loose weight though when you have to fight both ends

against the middle. I've made up my old tired mind to drop my dose even lower

then the ten I was on. think I will try 7 now for a few days. coming from a A1C

of 13 to where ever it is now, is a huge drop in how your body must feel. I know

that stress can cause the ticker to race. this is the very reason why I no

longer listen to sports on the radio if the game is pressure feeled. I just get

to upset over the out come or how they are laying. I will listen until it gets

tight, then I turn it off and later on will hear how it came out. can't even get

excited like I once could when much younger! maybe need more zan ex?

Re: Wake up please! is all still kicking?

Hey, Markie,

You woke me up, so we might as well talk. I'm wondering if you're doing

a little too much of all the right things, enough to shock your body. I

remember just after I was diagnosed with type 2 that I brought my sugar

right down from 300 to 108 before breakfast in two weeks and I thought

I was going to die. The doctor suggested I let it go up a bit and bring

it down more gradually. I got very stressed last night, finishing a

paper for a conference, a spoof email from Amazon.com saying I had

ordered an expensive book and such. My heart started racing, this

morning I was at 115, a very high reading for me. I decided there was

nothing wrong just now that I couldn't deal with, even though I had

just pulled an electrical outlet out of the wall trying to disconnect

everything during the bad thunderstorm we had during the night. Maybe

you want to add a little more tomato to that salad to make sure you

don't go too low. The 70s are no fun.

Take care,

Dotty

[Guest guest]

You know? it is really no rime or reason how or why our sugar will do as it

does from time to time. I would say 90% of the time if I go to bed with my sugar

at 90, the morning will always be around 105. then if it is 105 at bed time,

then the next morning it will be around 90. I do nothing either time but go to

bed. nothing of any kind different! last night when I was preparing for bed I

took my sugar just to see where it was and it was 105. time I layed down it was

99. then a few hours later it was in the 80's and I was feeling like it was

lower. sucked on a piece of hard candy and when I got up this morning it was 90.

also kind of funny how 90 at bed time makes me feel bad, but 90 getting up I

feel grate! even the nurse at the doc office said it is hard to believe how low

the dose of insulin continues to drop my sugar, but then she also said most of

the patients they see doesn't do 2 hours a day of any type of exercise and they

continue to eat as they always have. I'm more interested in knowing about my

triglycerides then the A1C. the 1400 has to have came down to maybe 900 I'm

thinking? the nurse said they will recheck it in another 3 months, but not this

time. maybe it does take six months to really lower a triglyceride of 1400. I

know my A1C is lower then 13. maybe not where I hope it is, but never the less

it will from now on be where it needs to be if I'm able to maintain it right.

this eating the right amount of food, the right amount of exercise and the right

level of sugar is a fine line of balance. I haven't found that balance yet and

now I'm learning that you got to keep tweaking the 3 as they change. it is a on

going adjustment with the 3 together so they balance with one another. one size

doesn't fit all 3 at the same time. Kind of reminds me of my party down day's

long years ago when I used a set of triple beams to weigh stuff out. would add

to one side and make the other side to heavy or take away and mess up the other

side. this is the same thing, but legal, where all that I was doing then was not

legal. I can balance the exercise, eating and sugar with more measuring. I've

always been pretty good at listening to what my body is telling me. not always

have I payed attention, but can tell there is something out of sorts by the way

I feel. the numbers of any kind have always got my attention. the first 2 months

of better sugar control my numbers over 100 were always higher then those under

100. the past 2 weeks though, there are 18 more days under 100 then over. during

these pass 14 days I started with using 12 units twice a day, then dropped to

ten twice a day. now I'm thinking of dropping to 7 twice a day. I keep notes on

everything and have even noticed when I increased the bike time the sugar levels

dropped as well, even though the amount of food in take was the same. even the

times I ride my no where bike during the day has a lot to do with sugar levels.

different times makes different readings. it is actually pretty amazing to me

how it works. I can make my head hurt when I try to figure out why back in 2002

whey I didn't do then as I do now to control my diabetes? I got no answer what

so ever that will make good sense. I bet the percentage of people who first find

out they are a T 2, don't do anything much to change the life style that got

them in the shape they are in? I realize a small percentage will do a change for

a while, but sooner then later they will even stop doing it. seems to me that

the most of us have to have a bad health issue of some kind caused from out of

control sugar before we will finally make the changes we should have made in the

beginning. probably though this same way of life is true in those that aren't

diabetic. maybe people are mostly this way? maybe we all are guilty of sticking

our head in the sand for a while so we can ignore a thing that we don't wish to

believe? Seems like you could spend the rest of your life trying to figure out

human behavior and still not figure it out. I believe we may be complex

creatures!

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days.

even taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still

running a lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only

using 6 units twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this

could happen to me on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that

are for heart rate and blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I

have noticed my heart rate has even dropped in the past ten days to where it

had been. hard to believe that only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it

does happen. the thing about a heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all

most decided to skip my shot at dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was

having a salad with a couple slices of cantaloupe. I will check it again at

7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the shakes, but don't feel like it is

high either. I was thinking I should feel much better with more energy after

exercise, losing weight and taking better care of my sugar, but actually I

don't feel as good as I did last month at this same time. to crazy for me!

sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes specialist on Friday?

just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a day and told me in

a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose higher to cover the

higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still going down more then

when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back out of here for

now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't like this list

to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

Your doc might end up having you use only Lantus instead of the mix. You

probably don't need the quick acting part of the 70/30.

Dave

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A TIME TO BUILD -- June, 2012

SWEET MUSIC -- October, 2012

A TIME TO HEAL -- February, 2013

OUT OF THE DESERT -- July, 2013

A TIME TO DANCE -- November, 2013

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days.

even taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still

running a lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only

using 6 units twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this

could happen to me on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that

are for heart rate and blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I

have noticed my heart rate has even dropped in the past ten days to where it

had been. hard to believe that only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it

does happen. the thing about a heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all

most decided to skip my shot at dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was

having a salad with a couple slices of cantaloupe. I will check it again at

7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the shakes, but don't feel like it is

high either. I was thinking I should feel much better with more energy after

exercise, losing weight and taking better care of my sugar, but actually I

don't feel as good as I did last month at this same time. to crazy for me!

sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes specialist on Friday?

just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a day and told me in

a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose higher to cover the

higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still going down more then

when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back out of here for

now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't like this list

to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

AS was mentioned, perhaps your body is reacting to the " shock " of your new

regime. Your perceived loss of energy could also be due to fatigue, if not the

absence of stimulating carbohydrates. Once you achieve your weight goal, and by

that time, your body will have had more time to accept the new life style,

you'll begin to feel good again.

Dave

~~ Now available: THE ATTACHÉ! -- From Desert Breeze Publishing ~~

Visit: http://www.authordavidbond.com

Upcoming releases:

A TIME TO BUILD -- June, 2012

SWEET MUSIC -- October, 2012

A TIME TO HEAL -- February, 2013

OUT OF THE DESERT -- July, 2013

A TIME TO DANCE -- November, 2013

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

well then, I only got one more year to feel bad and have a lack of energy.

sounds like a good time to me!

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

Are you having any other blood work done this next time when you get your A1C?

Could be something else going on. I can't help but think, with all your body is

going through, you're bound to experience some symptoms of imbalance.

Dave

~~ Now available: THE ATTACHÉ! -- From Desert Breeze Publishing ~~

Visit: http://www.authordavidbond.com

Upcoming releases:

A TIME TO BUILD -- June, 2012

SWEET MUSIC -- October, 2012

A TIME TO HEAL -- February, 2013

OUT OF THE DESERT -- July, 2013

A TIME TO DANCE -- November, 2013

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

the nurse said it is only the A1C that they will be looking at. guess I

should make me another apt to go see my regular doc to get the blood work done

that tells about the other stuff. I can do that next week. probably is a good

idea to get it done and make sure after losing 30 pounds and taking insulin now.

sounds like a fine plan! glad you thought of it. you the man and I knew there

had to be some kind of reason why we let you hang around?

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

yes I know all about dealing with tight fisted insurance companies. my sister

happens to sell advantage plans for those over 65 and handicap and to hear some

of the stuff she can tell about is enough to make a normal person yank there

hair out and jump off a bridge! you tell your doc that you need a less costly

drug or you will be in the doughnut hole sooner then you can afford it. then he

either doesn't listen to your request or he has no clue what the doughnut hole

is other then what he has with his coffee some times. you can save a pile of

money with the generic drugs if there is one, but some doctor's don't like you

to not take the one that cost more money. they say it is a better drug and it is

working fine, so why mess with it? this is when you need to point out the

difference between your monthly income and his! at times we may even agree with

him that the drug we now take is working well and the less costly generic isn't

as good, but it still does come down to money in the end if you are on a limited

income per month. then to make it just a bit more fun, you have your doctor's

office miss file the test or blood work and then you find out that you now owe

the $250 that your insurance was suppose to pay. try to fix this mess over

night! maybe they all think we are kind of bored in our life and we do really

appreciate there help with things like this right here? then they wonder why our

blood sugar is going up and down?

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

yes I know all about dealing with tight fisted insurance companies. my sister

happens to sell advantage plans for those over 65 and handicap and to hear some

of the stuff she can tell about is enough to make a normal person yank there

hair out and jump off a bridge! you tell your doc that you need a less costly

drug or you will be in the doughnut hole sooner then you can afford it. then he

either doesn't listen to your request or he has no clue what the doughnut hole

is other then what he has with his coffee some times. you can save a pile of

money with the generic drugs if there is one, but some doctor's don't like you

to not take the one that cost more money. they say it is a better drug and it is

working fine, so why mess with it? this is when you need to point out the

difference between your monthly income and his! at times we may even agree with

him that the drug we now take is working well and the less costly generic isn't

as good, but it still does come down to money in the end if you are on a limited

income per month. then to make it just a bit more fun, you have your doctor's

office miss file the test or blood work and then you find out that you now owe

the $250 that your insurance was suppose to pay. try to fix this mess over

night! maybe they all think we are kind of bored in our life and we do really

appreciate there help with things like this right here? then they wonder why our

blood sugar is going up and down?

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?

[Guest guest]

yes I know all about dealing with tight fisted insurance companies. my sister

happens to sell advantage plans for those over 65 and handicap and to hear some

of the stuff she can tell about is enough to make a normal person yank there

hair out and jump off a bridge! you tell your doc that you need a less costly

drug or you will be in the doughnut hole sooner then you can afford it. then he

either doesn't listen to your request or he has no clue what the doughnut hole

is other then what he has with his coffee some times. you can save a pile of

money with the generic drugs if there is one, but some doctor's don't like you

to not take the one that cost more money. they say it is a better drug and it is

working fine, so why mess with it? this is when you need to point out the

difference between your monthly income and his! at times we may even agree with

him that the drug we now take is working well and the less costly generic isn't

as good, but it still does come down to money in the end if you are on a limited

income per month. then to make it just a bit more fun, you have your doctor's

office miss file the test or blood work and then you find out that you now owe

the $250 that your insurance was suppose to pay. try to fix this mess over

night! maybe they all think we are kind of bored in our life and we do really

appreciate there help with things like this right here? then they wonder why our

blood sugar is going up and down?

Wake up please! is all still kicking?

just figured up all my numbers over the past 7 days and my average sugar is

96. this is 28 readings added together and divided by the number of days. even

taking ten units twice a day since the 29'th of May my sugar is still running a

lot in the 80's. A buddy of mine said when he had got down to only using 6 units

twice a day, his doc took him off the flex pen. could be this could happen to me

on Friday. I'm even thinking that some of my meds that are for heart rate and

blood pressure may as well need to be adjusted. I have noticed my heart rate has

even dropped in the past ten days to where it had been. hard to believe that

only 30 pounds would cause this, but maybe it does happen. the thing about a

heart rate in the sixty's is no energy. I all most decided to skip my shot at

dinner because my sugar was 85 and I was having a salad with a couple slices of

cantaloupe. I will check it again at 7-30 and see where it is. I don't have the

shakes, but don't feel like it is high either. I was thinking I should feel much

better with more energy after exercise, losing weight and taking better care of

my sugar, but actually I don't feel as good as I did last month at this same

time. to crazy for me! sure is a good thing I'm going to see the diabetes

specialist on Friday? just think? 3 months ago he started me out at 20 twice a

day and told me in a week after he seen my readings he would ajust my dose

higher to cover the higher numbers. been going down ever sense and is still

going down more then when he called on the 29'th of May. Well think I will back

out of here for now and maybe some of you can wake up before to morrow. don't

like this list to be dead like this. makes me think you don't love me any more?