RE: Re: TEARS aplenty and PAIN/GREEN PAIN CREAM

[Guest guest]

Connie,

You sound like me today. I hurt so much I want to just curl up and. well,

and pretend the world doesn't exist.

Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island

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From: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

[mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of Connie

Grudzinski

Sent: Friday, March 14, 2008 9:49 PM

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

Subject: Re: TEARS aplenty and PAIN/GREEN PAIN CREAM

I am here and I understand your pain, I too hurt so bad sometimes that I am

sick and tears flow down my cheeks like my eyes are watering. I sob silently

sometimes just because I cannot stand myself. I try not to think unthinkable

thoughts at those times and it really does pass pretty quick, but what I did

not understand is that this is real and I am not alone! Any time I would

tell anyone about it they would not believe me, whether it was a doc or a

friend or family, so I really thought there was something so wrong with me

that there was no way out. That is such a not good thing! I have been

feeling better lately, I lay on a heating pad at night for quite a long

time, I take strong tylenol in the afternoon, I take lots of different

vitamins (most of the time). But I think the best thing that has been

helping me lately is that I have a name for this pain now, and I am not

crazy, and there are others who are going thru the same thing as me! Also,

it is getting warmer and I am going to be able to be out and getting dirty

in the garden soon, so I am really going to be better!

Love and gentle hugs,

Connie