Re: Cait.....Re: My update

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Hi Cait, I agree with Sharon. Please take our meds. Margaret A. CoteTo: MSersLife Sent: Sat, June 4, 2011 10:38:53 PMSubject: Cait.....Re: My update

Cait! Please take you blood pressure med!!! Can you dig it back out of the trash? That's an important drug. Please! Can you go to Duluth and see a doctor? I don't know what you should do but something has to happen for you. Sending you lots of hugs and I want you to know I really, REALLY care about you!love SharonThis email is a natural hand made product. The slight variations in spelling and grammar enhance its individual character and beauty and in no way are to be considered flaws or defects. To: MSersLife Sent: Sat, June 4, 2011 6:39:30 PMSubject: My update

First, how do I get the font size to stay at 12 which I hope is readable?

My update isn't very good so if you're down, please delete!!! A few days ago, the worst of the Effexorxr side effects seemed to be over but I wish now I were sleeping all the time. It hit me I'm not just withdrawing from a 2 month stint on Effexor but about a 30 year stint of Prozac.

I'm either panicky or crying, I'm aware that some of my thoughts are totally delusional, and I feel so hopeless. My dr didn't renew my prozac when he wrote the script for Effexor.

Okay, I'm falling apart and the earliest I can get an apt with my dr is July! They don't take phone calls anymore. Because my dr is at the largest clinic in the city it is the only walkin that I can go to. They won't give me a thing ...." just make an appt with Dr C and explain how urgent it is or if it gets really bad or you're having suicidal ideations, go to the hospital". No way on earth would I go there and get pumped with more drugs to react to.

I don't feel like me; more like 30+ years ago when I was a housebound agoraphobic who panicked opening the front door. I don't know what I'm going to do but I'm not going to keep that appt in July. I hate doctors! And I know I'm acting like a childish brat but I threw my bp, choesterol away ... the only person that's hurting is myself!

Anyway ehough of my whining. Time to censor myself ..... hugs,cait