Guest guest Posted September 21, 2007 Report Share Posted September 21, 2007 Guys I'm in such a poor state (mentally) that I will refer to my old post: here's my story from a couple of months ago: http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/frequent-dose- chelation/message/17656 from that time I managed to remove amalgams- pulled my teeth so have had no exposure since last yar's october. Things is I am TOTALLY WORSE, my brain is almost nonexistant in functioning, I cant think anymore , HUGE DEMENTIA, and now my symptoms are so bad I am sure I'm suffering from schizophrenia (negative mostly). I will paste a post from another amalgam forum about my current condition cause I really can't think anymore and write anything up (sorry about that but really cant write a coherent post anymore " ): " I'm so bad guys, jesus christ. THERE IS NO DOUBT in my mind that I am going insane anymore, I know I talked about it in the past , cause i knew wat the outcome would be, it just turns out it takes longer than I thought - thoiugh it's a very speedy process still, i EVERY DAY my brain, memory, thinking, regressing more, really have no awaraness anymore, still think it's morning though it's 4:45 here in poland, 2 days ago I was in such a rage, yelling, the neighbours called a cop to check over the enxt day. dont need to say got no access to my personality anymore either etc etc u get the picture.... I am constantly thinking why the hell am I GETTING WORSE? yeah, no doubt it's worse worse worse, it's no healing crisis either, it's just continous , progressive brain shutdown, dementia, mental retardation etc. how can it all be mercury directly affecting my brain if the last exposure was almost A YEAR AGO, got all my amalgams out noninvasively , and for the last year it's just worse and worse. I am sure there is not another process at work here directly affecting my brain, god guys I can feel a small part of my brain shutdown permanenetly wirhin the same day, can it all be mercury?? I really started in march , the big brain shutdown, where something attacked my frontal lobes, I had seizures in those parts back than, after which they went silent, than this process kept happening to the rest of my brain (wihout seizures), continoes shutdown, brain going silent, in mid august somethng attacked my left back temperal lobe and completely shut that part down, and I had pressure there the following weeks, and it still feels as If I had a bubble of air in my head, a brain lesion perhaps (?), and it all just keeps shuttind down. along the way I had those strange neurological things facial paralysis, numbness, tingling in different body parts, but most of it dealt with the brain - pressure in the brain which took different forms (sharp, diffuse , in diferent parts). Anybody get any ideas what might be happening, I was thinking recently some bacterial/fungal infection, but I dont really know anymore, I cant believe it's mercury destroying my brain, I think it's more indirect. Dont feel any improvement when on/off chelating either really. " so that's it. my brain is shutting down more and more every day. I am sure I'm already schizophrenic. No intellect at all, but used to be intellegent. thing is how could mercury DIRECTLY be causing my brain shutdown?? I am sure it all caused things more idirectly but I dont know what's going on anymore. I also feel pushing senstaions in my brain sometimes. Guys I dont think it's mercury that's causing this anybody got ideas WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO MY BRAIN? I AM LOSING MY MIND,please help, any suggestions !?As in the quote I suspect some bacterial/viral/fungal infection that's spreading but what to do to stop it?!? Nothing seems to help. At this rate, I will be at a mental hospital very soon, heck I should already be! PLEASE HELP, I HOPE IT'S ALL CLEAR what I wrote. ps. that post I pasted is from 3 days ago, back then I still could write something up on my own. Now I can't so you see what's happening. ps2. I am also not taking any ala or cilantro or wildely mobilising mercury that would increase brain mercury. I just did 3 rounds of dmsa according to cutlers. (2x 12,5mg, 1x25mg) mike Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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