Is There Anyone Who Might Help Me?

[Guest guest]

I have known for at least two years that I need to chelate. I had my fillings

removed about a year ago.

I had to turn Andy's book into the library today because I had already renewed

it before, and it was borrowed from the state capitol library. I couldn't renew

it again. I don't have the money to buy the book.

I tried with all my might to synopsize everything in my head, to try and make

it more simplistic, to figure out a plan of action . . . but I just cannot

think. I have to face I am ill. I am hanging by a thread, and I am crying as I

write this.

I just don't see how I can go on like this much longer. This situation has

been going on since I was just a young girl, maybe ten when I got my fillings

in. Maybe mercury is not my only issue, I don't know. I found out I was

subclincally hypothyroid and started taking Armour. I was recently diagnosed as

having PTSD. I simply cannot take any more stress mentally, physically or

emotionally. Every second of every day seems stressful to me, although I will

admit that I have had to undertake things that those around me never had to

face. I have had so many bad things happen to me in the last year, and in my

condition, it is just more than I can take. I am 43, and I have tried to hang

on since I was a child, probably after getting my fillings in. I am so sick and

weak and frail right now that I can barely figure out how to take care of my

child, to get through each day, to eat and sleep. That is all I can manage.

I am so sensitive to chemicals that just had to put an anti-fungal on my lawn,

and I am sick and can barely hold any food down. I know I will be highly

sensitive to chelation, so I have been scared to do it. I am afraid of the

reaction my body will have, and I am afraid it will make me worse than I already

am. Maybe I should start on a child's dose and try to get into the chelation

group for children? It just seems like any task right now is too big for me to

handle, I don't know how to explain it.

In any event, I don't think I can take the dose to start out that everyone

else takes, and I don't think I can take both DMSA and ALA at the same time, at

least not in the beginning.

I just don't know what to do, and so I put it off. I know if I don't do this,

I might give up any quality of life, any hope of anything. All I know is, I

cannot continue this way. I cannot take another day; if this is how I have to

live my life, I just cannot do it anymore. It has been constant traumatic

circumstances for 15 years, and I should have given up a long time ago already.

If there is anyone in the group who can write me on-list or off-list, just to

give me some ideas of how I can chelate starting out small and slow, just so I

don't have too terrible a reaction, just so I don't get terribly sick and worse

than I am . . . I would appreciate it so much. My son needs a mother.

Thank you,

Diane

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