Persistent Fighter is slowing........................

[Guest guest]

yeah, gang, she is definitely a very tired gal. I am tired and finding

it much more difficult to breathe, calling pulmo tomorrow. Have to

have eye surgeon on Tues 8am check that, seems to be doing ok, but you

know? I am not giving up, just am giving out. I seem to have nothing

left and am weak, want to sleep all the time (that is not me) and don't

want to cook or do anything. I just don't want to be here anymore and

I know you will prob. jump on me for saying that but it is true. I am

ashamed of the way I feel as that is why I have not written since

before Christmas. I am really at the point of stressing to walk down

the hall, I have to sit down, and it is on #10 now, NOW what do I do?

Lou

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