Saying hello

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Yes, it's me ... my computer liveth again albeit barely. If there's any attachment please don't open it. I was hacked and lost everything. When I ran Internet Security, I clicked ok to delete a Trojan and didn't realize it deleted anything it considered a virus/worm. That wiped out half my OS files! The store where I bought this machine keeps the cds so I can't reformat. I've managed to get it going anyway and when I've the $'s, I'll take it in.

Anyway I've been thinking of you all especially through this terrible weather patch you've had. I hope everyone was in safe areas. Debbi, I've been sending extra special prayers that that C-word takes it's hinny and leaves you alone!

I do have some good news. My daughter Jana has been trying for another baby for a while now since the removal of the tumor on her kidney has enabled her to get off all the bp meds she needed. Anyway, they lost at least one and then a few Sundays ago, I got a call from Sonya yelling excitedly, "Gramma, Gramma, I'm going to be a big sister!". She is adamant that it will be a girl but so is Jana too. Poor Darran So after all she went through with Sonya she got rid of all the baby stuff except for a few little outfits. Btw baby's due date is Nov 11 so 11/11/11.

I'm okay, had lots of blood tests, etc. and I'm depressed. Not about the MS but all the stuff I've got to do to sell the house, the fear of moving away from what feels 'safe', etc. My dr gave me Effexor to try and I don't think I like it. Anyone else taking it? For a med that's supposed to be good for anxiety and agoraphobia, this is the first in several years that I've been this anxious and having panic attacks.

Also hello to any new friends in the group. I'll look forward to getting to know you online ... hugs, Cait