Wed, April 16, 08/ Short but Wide/ PSC Poem

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Wed, April 16, 08

Short but Wide

Many eyes cry for my destiny

Many ears listen to my words

Many mouths talk to bring me hopes

Many hearts ache for the oceans of my sorrow

Many dears pray for my lost health

Long time ago

I'd been looking for people

To cry

To listen

To talk

To pray

To do anything for me

To tell me I'm not failed

To tell me I won't die

It was my wish to make the BESTs

But now it's just a chance to breathe no matter how.

I've forgotten how to smile since then

Maybe it's the answer to a friend asking me to smile.

Someday I found there's no more need

To have listening ears

To have crying eyes

To have talking mouths

But I saw it's just PSC who should listen who should cry and talk

Another wish

I don't want anyone understanding

I want my PSC to understand my tears

I want my PSC to remember my forsaken love

I want my PSC to go before I do

Will someone come tonight from the sky to answer?

That Why me?

I found a reason to smile

That it's me

It's me who's suffering

Not my dears

So I smile to their tears

That it's me who's the reason for tears not them

And I'm happy with their health

No matter how short my life will be

But it matters that how wide it was

Melvyn

20 y/o, psc 2005

Tehran, Iran