Re: I need strength today!? marie

[Guest guest]

Boy I can sympathize with you. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I am

praying things will improve soon. Maybe a lock on your closet door would

stop the thief. I have one on mine. I have a teenager and not that I don't

trust her, I just want to be more safe thatn sorry.

Hugs,

VH

> First let me apologize for not postion very much. I do read the posts but

> can't even help myself let alone anyone else.

>

> I don't know how much more I can take! This pain is unreal. My pain meds

> do little if anything ( but now my step son 24y/o is living with us and

> found he is stealing what pain meds I do have). My house is so simple, there

> is nothing I have with a lock and key. My husband has tried to kick him out

> but he (s/s) breaks out in big puppy dog tears, and his dad gives in.

>

> I have been in so much pain I can NOT take much more. I had to quit my

> job, now NO ins. and dh is working 12 hour days just to try to get cought up

> on bills and everyday living. I am in the process of SSD, been turned down

> 1st try, will be getting a call from a lawyer tomorrow (Monday) he is a

> retired SSD Judge.

>

> Anyway back to my RIGHT NOW problems. My entire insides feel like they are

> going to explode at any time, my chest hurts so bad for the first few hours

> after getting up, about 3 to 4 hours, I have to strugle with every breath.

> If I have to cough the torture is just to much. I have a doctor but as all

> those quack jobs go, he is really doing nothing for me. Just giving me about

> 10 min of his precious time, prescriptions I can't afford (Lyrica, cymbulta,

> celebrex, etc.) can't spell this morning either. and a pat on the shoulder,

> have a good day Jack A@@. Like I said before my dh is working all the time

> so I sit here alone trying to strugle to do the most simple things like get

> a cup of coffee. Somedays like today I just want to give up, is it all worth

> the pain of not even being able to take a breath without crying out in pain?

>

> Sorry to rant, but I am having a really bad time today! To be honest I

> can't remember a day in the last 2 years that have been pain free.

>

> Thanks for reading.

>

> aka: marieinaz

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

I will pray for you to get some help and relief of your pain. You need to make

your doctor listen to you, or find one who will. Tell him you don't have

insurance and no drug coverage, so the name brand drugs are not an option for

you unless he can give you samples. Your chest pain to me sounds very serious,

even if isn't your heart or lungs, it is caused by something, and you need to be

treated. Please take care of yourself. You are an important and worthwhile

individual. Have a heart to heart with your hubby again about your stepson.

Let him know that he has to be tougher with his son. If he loves you, he will

do it, and not fall for the tears anymore.

Take care.

Jeanne in WI

> First let me apologize for not postion very much. I do read the posts but

can't even help myself let alone anyone else.

>

> I don't know how much more I can take! This pain is unreal. My pain meds do

little if anything ( but now my step son 24y/o is living with us and found he is

stealing what pain meds I do have). My house is so simple, there is nothing I

have with a lock and key. My husband has tried to kick him out but he (s/s)

breaks out in big puppy dog tears, and his dad gives in.

>

> I have been in so much pain I can NOT take much more. I had to quit my job,

now NO ins. and dh is working 12 hour days just to try to get cought up on bills

and everyday living. I am in the process of SSD, been turned down 1st try, will

be getting a call from a lawyer tomorrow (Monday) he is a retired SSD Judge.

>

> Anyway back to my RIGHT NOW problems. My entire insides feel like they are

going to explode at any time, my chest hurts so bad for the first few hours

after getting up, about 3 to 4 hours, I have to strugle with every breath. If I

have to cough the torture is just to much. I have a doctor but as all those

quack jobs go, he is really doing nothing for me. Just giving me about

10 min of his precious time, prescriptions I can't afford (Lyrica, cymbulta,

celebrex, etc.) can't spell this morning either. and a pat on the shoulder, have

a good day Jack A@@. Like I said before my dh is working all the time so I sit

here alone trying to strugle to do the most simple things like get a cup of

coffee. Somedays like today I just want to give up, is it all worth the pain of

not even being able to take a breath without crying out in pain?

>

> Sorry to rant, but I am having a really bad time today! To be honest I can't

remember a day in the last 2 years that have been pain free.

>

> Thanks for reading.

>

> aka: marieinaz

[Guest guest]

>

> > First let me apologize for not postion very much. I do read

the posts but can't even help myself let alone anyone else.

> >

> > I don't know how much more I can take! This pain is unreal. My

pain meds do little if anything ( but now my step son 24y/o is

living with us and found he is stealing what pain meds I do have).

My house is so simple, there is nothing I have with a lock and key.

My husband has tried to kick him out but he (s/s) breaks out in big

puppy dog tears, and his dad gives in.

> >

> > I have been in so much pain I can NOT take much more. I had to

quit my job, now NO ins. and dh is working 12 hour days just to try

to get cought up on bills and everyday living. I am in the process

of SSD, been turned down 1st try, will be getting a call from a

lawyer tomorrow (Monday) he is a retired SSD Judge.

> >

> > Anyway back to my RIGHT NOW problems. My entire insides feel

like they are going to explode at any time, my chest hurts so bad

for the first few hours after getting up, about 3 to 4 hours, I have

to strugle with every breath. If I have to cough the torture is just

to much. I have a doctor but as all those quack jobs go, he is

really doing nothing for me. Just giving me about

> 10 min of his precious time, prescriptions I can't afford

(Lyrica, cymbulta, celebrex, etc.) can't spell this morning either.

and a pat on the shoulder, have a good day Jack A@@. Like I said

before my dh is working all the time so I sit here alone trying to

strugle to do the most simple things like get a cup of coffee.

Somedays like today I just want to give up, is it all worth the pain

of not even being able to take a breath without crying out in pain?

> >

> > Sorry to rant, but I am having a really bad time today! To be

honest I can't remember a day in the last 2 years that have been

pain free.

> >

> > Thanks for reading.

> >

> > aka: marieinaz

>

>