Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. thanks for letting me vent. Lil Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 I'm so sorry you are having a hard time. I believe in the power of prayer and will pray for you. I find that when I am in pain I am much more emotional. I guess it is because pain is so exhausting. Remembering you--Cindi in KC > > Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my > emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm > going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree > on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using > my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? > I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my > son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no > way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. > I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. > thanks for letting me vent. > Lil > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 Dear Lil , I totally understand. I am much more emotional when I hurt. My nerves just feel raw and on edge. Here is a ((((big hug)))) and I hope that tomorrow is a much, much better day for you. Take care... Gentle Hugs, Kristi > > Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my > emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm > going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree > on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using > my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? > I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my > son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no > way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. > I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. > thanks for letting me vent. > Lil > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 I agree with your plan to find a new doctor. Those meds are not good for your emotional state. Hang in there and keep looking. How old is your son? Could he help you find a new doctor? Angie Harley Mama Double-D Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner http://angienv.multiply.com http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com everything too much Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. thanks for letting me vent. Lil ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 Oh , I understand the feelings. It's hard not to loose it when the disease seems to be controling our lives. Meds seem to be a never ending battle. The drs always think they know what's best and don't always listen to their patients.Hang in there and know we are all with you. JudyMer ---- lilbit_sunnygirl lilbit_sunnygirl@...> wrote: > Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my > emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm > going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree > on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using > my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? > I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my > son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no > way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. > I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. > thanks for letting me vent. > Lil > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 6, 2008 Report Share Posted May 6, 2008 Please, Please, talk to your doctor about the changes in your mood. I ran into that problem and it was due to the morphine and hydrocodone. I almost lost my life and never realized it. I actually got suicidal. This can be very serious. > > Oh how I resent the fact that I am losing control of my life and my > emotions. Why do I get these days. All of a sudden I feel like I'm > going off the deep end for no apparent reason. My Dr. and don't agree > on m med's so I'm being over medicated with Morphine instead of using > my Hycodone which I've used for 18 yrs? > I haven't been able to stop crying today. It is very upsetting to my > son who doesn't understand. He wants to fix it somehow but there is no > way unless I take that horrid morhine and sleep all the time. > I need to find a new Dr. which is no easy task. > thanks for letting me vent. > Lil > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 7, 2008 Report Share Posted May 7, 2008 I had the same thing happen to me. I can't take narcotics because my depression gets so out of control. I almost died on the fentanyl patch. I kept falling on my face and finally I fell one time and was unconscious for about 30 hours when my brother finally found me. Tigger (Ruth) in Rhode Island _____ From: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group [mailto:Fibromyalgia_Support_Group ] On Behalf Of gmwoodburn0931 Sent: Wednesday, May 07, 2008 12:21 AM To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group Subject: Re: everything too much Please, Please, talk to your doctor about the changes in your mood. I ran into that problem and it was due to the morphine and hydrocodone. I almost lost my life and never realized it. I actually got suicidal. This can be very serious. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2008 Report Share Posted May 8, 2008 , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! Debra B ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2008 Report Share Posted May 8, 2008 Thank you all for the kindness and much needed support from a wonderful group. I realise I can't go on this way so today I'm shopping for a new Dr. I think this is the worst flare or a reaction to med's that I have ever had. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Thank goodness my son that I live with now (he's almost 40) is so kind and helpful. I just feel so tired and out of it. I am on prozac and have been for about 12 years. I'll keep you posted. Thanks group!! Lil > > , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! > Debra B > > > ________________________________________________________________________\ ____________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2008 Report Share Posted May 8, 2008 I sometimes feel this way. Especially trying to make it on 637.00 a month now..over 50.00 in co-pays..utilities..rent..groceries went up so much..and with IBS i can't eat most things.. I could barely make it before..now its..harder..I sometimes don't.. Mickey lilbit_sunnygirl lilbit_sunnygirl@...> wrote: Thank you all for the kindness and much needed support from a wonderful group. I realise I can't go on this way so today I'm shopping for a new Dr. I think this is the worst flare or a reaction to med's that I have ever had. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Thank goodness my son that I live with now (he's almost 40) is so kind and helpful. I just feel so tired and out of it. I am on prozac and have been for about 12 years. I'll keep you posted. Thanks group!! Lil > > , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! > Debra B > > > __________________________________________________________\ ____________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 9, 2008 Report Share Posted May 9, 2008 Vicky. I know how you feel. I just found out I don't qualify for medical in the state I just moved to. What's up? I only make $740 a month. $83 over the limit. Now what do I do? Move back to Nevada? Lil > > > > , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to > take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no > symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep > all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are > you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today > and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! > > Debra B > > > > > > > __________________________________________________________\ > ____________ > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. > http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 9, 2008 Report Share Posted May 9, 2008 Come on back to Nevada, I'm lonely here anyway. Angie Harley Mama Double-D Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner http://angienv.multiply.com http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2008 Report Share Posted May 10, 2008 I may have to. I got turned down for medical help here. Make $83 a month too much out of $740. Doesn't mke sense. Never had a problem in Nevada or Calif. Oh, I don't want to leave my son...... I'm happy here. Hugs to you Angie. Lil > > Come on back to Nevada, I'm lonely here anyway. > > > Angie Harley Mama Double-D > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. > > > " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner > > > " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner > > > http://angienv.multiply.com > http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com > > > ________________________________________________________________________\ ____________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2008 Report Share Posted May 10, 2008 , I pray you find a good understanding doctor. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have one. Love, Re: everything too much Thank you all for the kindness and much needed support from a wonderful group. I realise I can't go on this way so today I'm shopping for a new Dr. I think this is the worst flare or a reaction to med's that I have ever had. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Thank goodness my son that I live with now (he's almost 40) is so kind and helpful. I just feel so tired and out of it. I am on prozac and have been for about 12 years. I'll keep you posted. Thanks group!! Lil > > , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! > Debra B > > > __________________________________________________________\ ____________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2008 Report Share Posted May 10, 2008 Hi Lil , I'm sorry you are having such a hard time of it. And now on top of everything you can't get medical coverage! It's hard to believe that you don't qualify making only $740/month. Is that your only income. How do you survive on that? I will be making $974/month soon and don't know what I will do. How do you find a place to live? I could really use some advice if you have the time and feel up to it. I hope things turn around and you are better soon. Take care of yourself, Marti lilbit_sunnygirl lilbit_sunnygirl@...> wrote: Vicky. I know how you feel. I just found out I don't qualify for medical in the state I just moved to. What's up? I only make $740 a month. $83 over the limit. Now what do I do? Move back to Nevada? Lil > > > > , I am so sorry! We all have days that we cry but you need to > take the time and find another doctor. The doctor you have now has no > symphathy for you or how you feel. You can't just take meds and sleep > all day and night. TAKE CONTROL!!! Be agressive in YOUR health care. Are > you on any type of anti-depressant? I hope you have a better day today > and keep fighting girl!! I just can't believe he's giving you Morphine! > > Debra B > > > > > > > __________________________________________________________\ > ____________ > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. > http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 12, 2008 Report Share Posted May 12, 2008 Hi! I'm Karyn and I'm here in Nevada also, actually about 20 miles from you Angie (in Dayton). I've been reading all the postings since I joined the group last month, but haven't written until now. I've learned so much from all of you and really enjoy the support everyone gives to each other. (Especially the humor!) I wish I had realized you all were here long ago. I look forward to being a more active participant in the group. Good wishes to all, Karyn > Come on back to Nevada, I'm lonely here anyway. > > > Angie Harley Mama Double-D > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2008 Report Share Posted May 13, 2008 Karyn, Anytime you want to get together give me a hollar. It might be fun. Angie Harley Mama Double-D Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner http://angienv.multiply.com http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com Re: everything too much Hi! I'm Karyn and I'm here in Nevada also, actually about 20 miles from you Angie (in Dayton). I've been reading all the postings since I joined the group last month, but haven't written until now. I've learned so much from all of you and really enjoy the support everyone gives to each other. (Especially the humor!) I wish I had realized you all were here long ago. I look forward to being a more active participant in the group. Good wishes to all, Karyn > Come on back to Nevada, I'm lonely here anyway. > > > Angie Harley Mama Double-D > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2008 Report Share Posted May 13, 2008 hey i got a strange question?/ does anyone have pain in yours besides me! they have hurt so bad for the 2nd day in a row Angie lovinglifeinnv@...> wrote: Karyn, Anytime you want to get together give me a hollar. It might be fun. Angie Harley Mama Double-D Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner http://angienv.multiply.com http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com Re: everything too much Hi! I'm Karyn and I'm here in Nevada also, actually about 20 miles from you Angie (in Dayton). I've been reading all the postings since I joined the group last month, but haven't written until now. I've learned so much from all of you and really enjoy the support everyone gives to each other. (Especially the humor!) I wish I had realized you all were here long ago. I look forward to being a more active participant in the group. Good wishes to all, Karyn > Come on back to Nevada, I'm lonely here anyway. > > > Angie Harley Mama Double-D > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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