Re: To all that replied to my pity party

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Any time Angie. We are here for you. Lil

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> Thank you. I apologize for my self pity party. I just sometimes feel

like if I quietly stopped posting no one would ever notice. While I see

this mad search for other members; I could just fade away. I'm just one

of those types I guess. It's always been that way for me. I don't know

why. Even with my friends. They just sort of forget about me.

>

> I'm still in this reminiscing, feeling sad mode. But I'm trying to

snap out of it. I'm going up to the lake this weekend to camp (in the

RV). Life goes on. Right? I'm taking my books and my laptop and of

course all my meds. My twins are going to their dads' and my daughter is

hanging out here with her bf. It's going to be just me and my friend.

Nice and quiet.

>

> Thank you everyone for telling me you love me. One can't ever get

enough of that. I do apologize for my little tantrum. At least this is

the one place I can throw one. I don't understand my friends' decision

to die; or why he didn't return my phone calls or cards for 2 years. I'm

sure he knew I wouldn't agree with his decision. I would never do that

to my kids. His wife begged me to go to the memorial and she was so

heartbroken. She said, " you're the only one that knew him like I did " so

I'm going for her. She needs me.

>

> OK well thank you again. You all are great.

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> Angie Harley Mama Double-D

> Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats,

snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High

Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated,

outspoken, and open minded.

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> " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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> " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to

allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or

our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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> http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com

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[Guest guest]

Angie, friends are not suppse to have to say sorry.

you just take care of yourself and keep us all informed of your trip.

Diane    

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> Subject: Re: To all that replied to my pity party

> To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

> Date: Friday, April 18, 2008, 6:04 PM

> Any time Angie. We are here for you. Lil

>

>

>

> >

> > Thank you. I apologize for my self pity party. I just

> sometimes feel

> like if I quietly stopped posting no one would ever notice.

> While I see

> this mad search for other members; I could just fade away.

> I'm just one

> of those types I guess. It's always been that way for

> me. I don't know

> why. Even with my friends. They just sort of forget about

> me.

> >

> > I'm still in this reminiscing, feeling sad mode.

> But I'm trying to

> snap out of it. I'm going up to the lake this weekend

> to camp (in the

> RV). Life goes on. Right? I'm taking my books and my

> laptop and of

> course all my meds. My twins are going to their dads'

> and my daughter is

> hanging out here with her bf. It's going to be just me

> and my friend.

> Nice and quiet.

> >

> > Thank you everyone for telling me you love me. One

> can't ever get

> enough of that. I do apologize for my little tantrum. At

> least this is

> the one place I can throw one. I don't understand my

> friends' decision

> to die; or why he didn't return my phone calls or cards

> for 2 years. I'm

> sure he knew I wouldn't agree with his decision. I

> would never do that

> to my kids. His wife begged me to go to the memorial and

> she was so

> heartbroken. She said, " you're the only one that

> knew him like I did " so

> I'm going for her. She needs me.

> >

> > OK well thank you again. You all are great.

> >

> >

> >

> > Angie Harley Mama Double-D

> > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2

> dogs, 4 cats,

> snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong

> Society/High

> Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent,

> opinionated,

> outspoken, and open minded.

> >

> >

> > " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

> >

> >

> >

> > " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me

> the only tragedy is to

> allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our

> creativity, or

> our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

> >

> >

> > http://angienv.multiply.com

> > http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com

> >

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[Guest guest]

Angie, it is all quite alright. You would be missed, trust me. I know the

board is full of messages and it takes a while to keep up here, but you would be

missed for sure honey. You are a very sweet and supportive person here. I love

ya. I have followed alot of your life the last few months from your dealings

with disability and with the tragedies in your daughter's life. You are special

here and don't forget it girl.

And pity parties? They are allowed here. I have pity parties all the time even

if I don't post them all the time. I feel sorry for myself enough that I guess

I don't need anyone else to. LOL. At the same time I can come to this

understanding group of people and vent anything and everything and be accepted.

And yes you can lose it here too. You can even get upset. It is ok.

And understandably you are upset. You lost someone very close to your heart

with a death that was untimely and not meant to be. It is terribly sad. I am

so sorry for the pain it is causing you.

My heart is with you Angie.

love,

Debra V.

Subject: To all that replied to my pity party

To: Fibromyalgia_Support_Group

Date: Friday, April 18, 2008, 4:36 PM

Thank you. I apologize for my self pity party. I just sometimes feel like if I

quietly stopped posting no one would ever notice. While I see this mad search

for other members; I could just fade away. I'm just one of those types I guess.

It's always been that way for me. I don't know why. Even with my friends. They

just sort of forget about me.

I'm still in this reminiscing, feeling sad mode. But I'm trying to snap out of

it. I'm going up to the lake this weekend to camp (in the RV). Life goes on.

Right? I'm taking my books and my laptop and of course all my meds. My twins are

going to their dads' and my daughter is hanging out here with her bf. It's going

to be just me and my friend. Nice and quiet.

Thank you everyone for telling me you love me. One can't ever get enough of

that. I do apologize for my little tantrum. At least this is the one place I can

throw one. I don't understand my friends' decision to die; or why he didn't

return my phone calls or cards for 2 years. I'm sure he knew I wouldn't agree

with his decision. I would never do that to my kids. His wife begged me to go to

the memorial and she was so heartbroken. She said, " you're the only one that

knew him like I did " so I'm going for her. She needs me.

OK well thank you again. You all are great.

Angie Harley Mama Double-D

Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing,

camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers

member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded.

" It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

" While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow

part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious

uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

http://angienv. multiply. com

http://www.FamilyLi fePharmacy. com

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(((Angie)))

We ALL throw those parties! On days when I can't do what I want with

my little ones, I feel sorry for myself. But then I got to thinking

sometime over this past week and realized that while my fibro will

never " go away " (darn it all!), my attitude with it was going to play

a huge role. So instead of feeling sorry for myself, I thought of the

man or woman who wished they COULD feel pain in a limb, but can't

because they are either paralyzed or have lost that body part. Or

those who sit in silence or those who cannot see. There is always

someone else in worse condition and/or shape than I am (not bragging

at all, just trying to explain my mindset) so for me to wallow in the

molly-grubs is silly and it won't change the fact that I have fibro

and a whole slew of other chronic issues. What has changed is my

perception of those issues - I will be as positive as possible, do

what I need to do, not overwork/overtax myself and know that

occassionally, I will have horrible days. And on those days, I'll

either stay very very quiet on here and my other lists, or I'll toss

out a rope hoping someone will be positive enough that it will give

me a " shake " so to speak.

Enjoy your weekend. Again, I am so sorry for the loss of your friend.

His family must also be devastated. I understand why folks don't feel

like there is any hope, but there is always hope. Always.

Darlene

> >

> > Thank you. I apologize for my self pity party. I just sometimes

feel

> like if I quietly stopped posting no one would ever notice. While I

see

> this mad search for other members; I could just fade away. I'm just

one

> of those types I guess. It's always been that way for me. I don't

know

> why. Even with my friends. They just sort of forget about me.

> >

> > I'm still in this reminiscing, feeling sad mode. But I'm trying to

> snap out of it. I'm going up to the lake this weekend to camp (in

the

> RV). Life goes on. Right? I'm taking my books and my laptop and of

> course all my meds. My twins are going to their dads' and my

daughter is

> hanging out here with her bf. It's going to be just me and my

friend.

> Nice and quiet.

> >

> > Thank you everyone for telling me you love me. One can't ever get

> enough of that. I do apologize for my little tantrum. At least this

is

> the one place I can throw one. I don't understand my friends'

decision

> to die; or why he didn't return my phone calls or cards for 2

years. I'm

> sure he knew I wouldn't agree with his decision. I would never do

that

> to my kids. His wife begged me to go to the memorial and she was so

> heartbroken. She said, " you're the only one that knew him like I

did " so

> I'm going for her. She needs me.

> >

> > OK well thank you again. You all are great.

> >

> >

> >

> > Angie Harley Mama Double-D

> > Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4

cats,

> snow skiing, camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong

Society/High

> Sierra Thong Snappers member, LFA Advocate, independent,

opinionated,

> outspoken, and open minded.

> >

> >

> > " It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

> >

> >

> >

> > " While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy

is to

> allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity,

or

> our glorious uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

> >

> >

> > http://angienv.multiply.com

> > http://www.FamilyLifePharmacy.com

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

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