Guest guest Posted May 9, 2008 Report Share Posted May 9, 2008 Absoultley and my best friend in jr high was named and she was a great person.I used to call her Jules(jewels) she was a diamond in the rough. So always remember that too. We are all here warriors. Diane Diane http://us.i1.yimg.com/us.yimg.com/i/mesg/tsmileys2/47.gif " > Re: Jeanne - Sorry I bugged out > > Marti, > > I know how you feel. I have been married twice before and both of my > ex's used to tell me that I was fat and ugly. My first husband used > to tell me that the only reason people " acted " like my friends was > because they felt sorry for me because I was so stupid and fat. When > I was 3 months pregnant with my oldest son I weighed 112 pounds, at 5 > months pregnant I weighed 117, that was not healthy for me or my > son. I started gaining weight when my doctor told me to not listen > to my husband (ex) and then I started eating to save my baby and > myself. My second husband would tell me I was getting fat so I would > lose a bunch of weight and then he would tell me that I was getting > to skinny so my weight fluctuated so much that I was so unhealthy. I > was physically and mentally abused for 16 years and finally got away > from it and met someone that I know will never hurt me like that. > The man I am with now has always been there right in front of my face > but I just never seen it because I thought I was a horrible person, > that I was fat and ugly. I could never understand why anybody would > want to love me and then I left my second husband by putting him in > jail. When I finally opened my eyes and realized that there has > always been someone right in front of me I had a hard time " letting " > him love me because of all the mental abuse I had went through. Now > I look back and know that all the horrible things they said to me was > all wrong, there loss not mine. I am such a better person now and I > don't need either one of them. The only reason I still talk to them > is because my 3 oldest kids are from my first 2 marriages, my two > youngest are actually my step sons but I look at them as my own > sons. If you ever need to talk just let me know, I know how mental > abuse can affect a person. > > Take care, > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. > Try it now. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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