my very mini life story and why I'm running a group home....

May 4, 2008

I've seen various and assorted things about taking care of other

people and the whole nine yards. I felt I could jump in on this one

with a bit of knowledge. My dad passed away about 14 years ago, so,

being the only singer daughter at the time, it just seemed reasonable

to give up my licensed day care I had in my home, and move in with

Mom. So I sold the condo and as luck would have it,one of the girls

wanted me to come to her house. So that was neat. Okay, flash forward

4 years I meet a guy we fall in love he knows the score here, he

would have to live with mil not a problem. When we married,my psycho

sister decided she wasn't going to speak to me ever again, cause I

asked my best friend to be my maid of honor. She had 4 kids...nobody

talks to me. It was too freaky to even comprehend...the saddest I was

torn apart from mu 2 great nieces.Sorry for the spelling or lack of

I'm falling asleep and I had to write this before I passed out. I did

see one niece last week, and the other I will see a week from today

at a First Communion. She is a ballerina and an excellent one. Oddly,

she hasn't had any recitals in 2 years???? I do believe I'm going to

ream her out about that. She's old enough to drive and think., I

digress, I come home after work, my Mom is sitting here watching tv,

the hubby is farting around in the barn or watching tv. Here I come,

Miss Fibro (no tiara) tomorrow it will be dragging in about a million

bags of groceries. Yeah, I'm gonna feel like doing that after chasing

a 2 year old for 9 hours.AND NO ONE GETS IT. I keep thinking I want

to come home from work, put my jammies on check my emails, whatever,

but no, I have these 2 old farts to come home to!!!! They are totally

dependent on me...I can understand my Mom Lord she's gonna be 97 but

the hubby,....he's 7 years older than me but he's been an old fart as

long as I've known him. So anyway, I wonder when my day will come.

The day will come my mom will pass then I'll have the dh who will

fall apart and I'll have to tend to...when it's my turn, I'll be in a

state run facility drooling and pooping on myself.Huh.Makes a girl

want to run away sometime. I'm sorry this was so long. God bless you

made it all the wayd1

I love you all,

/MI

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