Breaking routine is a NO NO, I worked too late, now it is PAYBACKS

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Ok, I worked late last night real late. I did not get home until 1 am. Ok so I

had to wind down and it was 3 am before I went to sleep. I THOUGHT I would

sleep until about noon today..... but NO. My body woke up at it's usual 10 a.m.

telling me to get up because I would not go back to sleep. I am also in more

pain and my hands are starting to tingle kind of like the time I had my first

flare. They go to burning pain this morning and back and forth. Not constant

and not like it was with the bad flare a few years ago. But they are warning

me....... they are saying " slow down and quit breaking your routine or else " .

I took my Lyrica. I will take one extra dose today if I have to in order to

make it all day at work again. I am on 75mg twice a day. Hell, one extra pill

this one day won't hurt me.

WE CANNOT break a routine with this illness. If we do, our bodies pay dearly.

It is like I can be very exhausted and my body will just wake up and won't go

back to sleep no matter what. If I took medication to go to sleep, then I will

have a hard time getting up in a couple of hours to get ready for work.

Don't know what the hell I am going to do. The fear of not being able to work

is with me everyday. I know that someday this body will tell me " hell NO " ... no

matter how hard I try to force it.

Thanks for listening,

love,

Debra V.

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