Well my life offically sucks

May 7, 2008

Ya know that I've been kinda MIA lately, and part of that is my own fault. I

haven't had the energy to be online and I've been making sure that Pat has had

his time online. But anyway the reason that I wanted to say that my life

offically sucks is that Pat has offically said he's leaving me, I screwed up on

our checking account and as such he said that he's done and is leaving. Yeah

we've had other issues and of course I know that they are partly my own fault

but he too is to blame. He says that we've been behind on bills since I quit my

job at Taco Bell and in some ways I agree that it was my own fault that I didn't

make sure that I had another job before i left the one I had. But now I have a

job and we are waiting for that economic stimulis money that was supposed to

have come in at the beginning of the month like the dates said but since

nothing has come in, I over drew our account. I guess maybe the fact that my

marriage has finally come to

an end is my own doing. That I didn't give my own into the this marriage. That

I am not working on things, that I've been hiding my feelings and have been

angry all the time. I don't know anymore. Pat doesn't talk to me and says that

anything that goes wrong is my own fault. That is what he said.

Well I am gonna be gone for a while.

Vicki/Lady Vader

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