Guest guest Posted May 12, 2008 Report Share Posted May 12, 2008 I just wanted to tell yall something... Friday, I planted a garden. Spent the day shopping for it at lowes, came home, and did it. Well... I helped. Husband did most of the work. But I planted THREE herb window boxes myself, and 6 rows of the garden ALL BY MYSELF! heheh... i know that sounds so childish... but it made me so happy to feel useful. Saturday the pain started kicking in... I knew I overdid. But I battled through, and took my husband out to dinner at his favorite japanese steakhouse, then to see IronMan. I even fixed up and wore a cocktail dress and everything. His jaw dropped. He was actually nervous and giddy he was so excited when he saw me! Heheh... I'm happy. I feel like I'm unattractive alot because I dont fix up a whole bunch because of lack of energy and the pain. Also, I feel unattractive, because I feel useless. Again.. I know its childish... but it was so nice to feel pretty again and actually turn a few heads. Again... its childish and vain... but I get so tired of feeling like this whiny, ugly, useless, glob on the couch. Nopw.. by Sunday I was back to useless. Flaring again. And today I have to work... caring for an infant. Yay. Anyways... I just wanted to share my happy. Take care and HUGS -Suzanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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