Hello I'm new

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I hope I'm doing this right? I read a post by Phyllis and felt very

moved I'm sure many of us feel that way, but I am new and have really

never talked any one about this. I was very athletic in my childhood

but I was always sore, sorer than others. I just contributed it to

working extra hard at sports. I'm in my thirties and have a wife and

two kids. I'm not at all as active as I used to be, but the pain

seems to have gotten worse. I was told I have Fibromyalgia by my

doctor, less than a year ago, and I never even heard of it. I hated

the fact that I have something that is not fixable. I always prided

myself on being a strong health man. Now I feel week, I have pain in

every single joint. It takes so much work getting out of the bed in

the morning. Then the strange indescribable ache, tingle, numb, thing

that just annoys the hell out of me. And I get so bummed, I've think

I've always had some depression, but this does not help. Fibro seems

to be always on my mind, but my wife seems to forget or not

understand that sometimes I just can't do any more. I feel so lazy

and I hate it, she looks at my like I'm just trying to get out of

doing thing but most of the time that is not true. My kids want to

run around and I just have limit that I never thought I would have. I

had kids at age 25 because I want to be able to keep up with them and

now this. I have a job that I need to be very careful what illnesses

I have and I'm very limited in the medication I can take or I will

loss my job. I sorry for rambling on like this. It just feels good to

think there is someone out there that might relate.