Caught up - sort of

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Hi everyone.

I scanned/read over 800 emails tonight. I'm overwhelmed over so much that has

gone on in just a few days. Especially the losses. I am so sorry to learn of

them. I don't know what to say. It's brought me to tears and left me

speechless.

I'm beat. The spring break vacation was stressful. I began getting sick the

last few days. The last night I had a fever and horrible nightmares repeatedly

all night. It's not good to shout out in your sleep when you are in an RV with

7 other people.

I got a little sun; enough to make my face rash up right on the cheekbones so

far. I'm lupus-rosy in the face, NOT sunburn. Those of you with Lupus know the

drill. Of course, it was cool and windy and I didn't think I was getting much

sun. I had sunblock on. I'm not even sure when or how I got it. At least

there's a bit of a tan starting too. Gotta have an up side!

Today I hurt everywhere. So much I can't even pinpoint things because it hurts

all over. From my head to my feet. It's difficult to walk, etc. I'm pretty

much being a big baby about it. I hurt all over and I'm so tired of feeling

like this. I wish there was something to take away this pain. It's like a full

body vice grip slowing getting tighter and tighter. I had an appt. with one of

my lawyers today so I couldn't stay in bed.

OK enough of my whining. I'm calling it a night. I of course have a busy week

so I can't just hang out in bed. At least I have a doctor appt. tomorrow; I can

whine to her. I'm on all my meds and yet I can barely walk and I hurt all over.

I want to just sit and cry. Sometimes maybe I'm just in denial and think WTF -

there's got to be something that can be done about this.

I missed you guys. I'm sorry about my pity party.

Angie Harley Mama Double-D

Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing,

camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers

member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded.

" It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

" While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow

part of us to die - whether it is our spirit,our creativity, or our glorious

uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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http://360.yahoo.com/lovinglifeinnv

http://www.myspace.com/amkg

http://doripost.agrato.info/

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http://weblog.xanga.com/purplepassionate

http://www.revolutionhealth.com/blogs/angiemg

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