To all that replied to my pity party

April 18, 2008

Thank you. I apologize for my self pity party. I just sometimes feel like if I

quietly stopped posting no one would ever notice. While I see this mad search

for other members; I could just fade away. I'm just one of those types I guess.

It's always been that way for me. I don't know why. Even with my friends.

They just sort of forget about me.

I'm still in this reminiscing, feeling sad mode. But I'm trying to snap out of

it. I'm going up to the lake this weekend to camp (in the RV). Life goes on.

Right? I'm taking my books and my laptop and of course all my meds. My twins

are going to their dads' and my daughter is hanging out here with her bf. It's

going to be just me and my friend. Nice and quiet.

Thank you everyone for telling me you love me. One can't ever get enough of

that. I do apologize for my little tantrum. At least this is the one place I

can throw one. I don't understand my friends' decision to die; or why he didn't

return my phone calls or cards for 2 years. I'm sure he knew I wouldn't agree

with his decision. I would never do that to my kids. His wife begged me to go

to the memorial and she was so heartbroken. She said, " you're the only one that

knew him like I did " so I'm going for her. She needs me.

OK well thank you again. You all are great.

Angie Harley Mama Double-D

Carson City, NV; Single, five children (3 at home), 2 dogs, 4 cats, snow skiing,

camping, Harley Rider, Lone Wolf, Blue Thong Society/High Sierra Thong Snappers

member, LFA Advocate, independent, opinionated, outspoken, and open minded.

" It's always something. " ~~~Gilda Radner

" While we have the gift of life, it seems to me the only tragedy is to allow

part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious

uniqueness. " ~~~Gilda Radner

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