Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 My sister-in-law just got her LPN license and learned about fibro and polymialgia over the past few years. She too says there was never any learning on it in her early years of schooling. She's had to pause her educational pursuits several times over the years. The first time she really got to see what fibro can do, our friend, and you know which one, she's only lived here where I am for almost a year, showed her just how bad it can be. I had no idea how bad it could be until she had been fighting the state to get her Medicaid straight, get to a doctor, and so on. With no medications, I was amazed she could hold her head up and move at all. Now, bless her, she still has her bad days, but she has her medications and has a doctor. With that she is marginally better, but her days swing from one extreme to the other on occasion, even now. I knew I was getting worse, but had no idea how bad until I spent Christmas with my relatives, they came here. I realized how bad when I could barely keep up with my 63 year old father. I'm 25 years younger, by the way. Money is so tight I couldn't get to a clinic even if I tried. I don't have Medicaid, and don't have SSI or SSDI either one, because I've only been diagnosed with CFS. Granted, the diagnosis was eleven years ago. I was diagnosed with TMJ ten years ago. I believe that not only do we have " non-believers " we have " skeptical believers " they believe to a point, but then just think you're faking it. That's what my parents thought in June when they came to see me. They changed their minds when they saw me again in December, because with the weather changes I was so much worse. My parents both have or had a parent with polymialgia, both of those parents lived with the disease for two thirds of their lifetimes. One of those parents still lives. She is ninety years old and, amazingly enough, can still walk, though it is quite slow maneuvering now. She's suffered with diagnosed polymialgia since her 40's. That's when it actually had a name, because she probably could have been diagnosed earlier. She was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue almost a decade before. That means she was my age when she was diagnosed with CFS. I was diagnosed at the age of 27 with CFS. 27! People don't believe it exists because they're afraid of it. When you fear it, you refuse to see the truth. It's like when we say cancer. It's an automatic response that says, " No, no, no, no, no.... " My brothers, two of them who have seen me, God bless them, see and understand. My baby brother, twenty years my junior, was telling his big brother, also my little brother, and my dear friend who suffers fibro as well, that he didn't understand why Mom and Dad couldn't tell I was sick. He could see it, even feel it, just by having me walk around the house. You know it's bad when a seventeen year old kid wants to cry as he hauls his big sister in his arms. We all know, boys don't cry. Add to the consideration, my baby brother is a foot taller than I am, and weighs seventy-five more pounds than I do. He was so mad at my parents. A. Neff > > > > If they did, they MIGHT think differently. Come on. How many of > us are on this site? Are we all just crazy? If so, it is estimated > that about 10 million people in America alone are having the same > symptoms. I know I never read a damn thing about fibromyalgia and > had no idea what was wrong with me until I got sick with it. I guess > they think we look it up on the internet and decide " I think I will > have that disease " . I can tell you now that if I was a liar and > wanted to make something up, it would not be fibromyagia. The stigma > alone would keep anyone from making it up. And how many walks of > life do we come from???? > > Some days the world just sucks to me. I guess this is one of > those days. > > Love ya all. You are the only ones that are really there for > me. I get no understanding from anyone except the people here. Even > the few that want to understand me cannot understand me. #1- they > don't care enough to read anything about it and #2- they think " it > can't be THAT bad " . > > Debra V. > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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