Sleep apnea?/Asthma/ child abuse/facing death/*May Trigger***

[Guest guest]

Okay. Thank you all for your concern. This will be my last post on this topic.

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I would rather face death, immediate or at an earlier than usual age, than have

flashbacks

to unspeakable child abuse, including the use of restraint and partial

suffocation, every

night. Any restrictive devise or sleeping arrangement causes me to re-experience

the

terrors of child abuse.

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I have acted in a responsible manner by having all possible necessary legal

documents

drawn up by a reputable law firm; these documents allow my loved ones, along

with the

docs and nurses, to end my suffering through lethal dose of medication and not

allow me

to have a lingering painfull death or years of living in a persistant vegatative

state.

I said I would not bite you if you dissagreed with me but I must insist that any

further

posts regarding my this aspect of my health stop. If you have something

nice/non

judgmental/nonadvice to say, please do contact me by e-mail.

Cassandra