Should I not be THIS scared????

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Ok, I'm not positive yet (will know tomorrow after lap) if I have BU or

SU, but I'm absolutely PETRIFIED to learn it is BU. I keep reading tons

of success stories on here though, and granted I DO NOT know much at

all about either condition, except that SU will be repairable tomorrow

and BU would not. (which is WHY I've been so terrified of it being BU)

Am I reading waaaay too much into this whole thing??? When RE first

explained the condition to me, my first thought was " oh my God, there's

NO WAY I should be getting pregnant with this! " But then he went on

about our fertility plans like I shouldn't even bat an eyelash about

it. I was so devastated at the thought, but then wondered if it's just

because I don't really know that much about it yet. I keep thinking

about pre-term labor, and I guess I just see it as such a horrible

thing. Are the risks to the baby NOT as life-threatening as maybe I'm

imagining them to be? I am very very dumb to all this still, and I keep

reading about so many women going forward with ttc and pregancies

despite BU's. Please, tell me the honest truth here, am I driving

myself crazy for nothing, or at the very least driving myself MORE

crazy then I really need to be??? I realize it's a serious issue, but

am I missing something that could possibly make me feel much better?