Re: Cycle Cancelled - I am non-responsive again :-(

[Guest guest]

Kimber,

I am SO SORRY. You deserve to have a bathrobe and cheetohs day. And

maybe a little later on in the day, a stiff drink is in order. :-)

I will be thinking of you and praying that the next cycle will bring

SUCCESS!!! Wish I could give you a big hug...I know that on days like

these, nobody wants a pep talk...you just want to be loved and allowed

to feel down in the dumps about things.

You deserve to have what you long for and you will get it. Until then,

we'll be here to cheer you on.

Lots of love,

[Guest guest]

Kimber,

I am SO SORRY. You deserve to have a bathrobe and cheetohs day. And

maybe a little later on in the day, a stiff drink is in order. :-)

I will be thinking of you and praying that the next cycle will bring

SUCCESS!!! Wish I could give you a big hug...I know that on days like

these, nobody wants a pep talk...you just want to be loved and allowed

to feel down in the dumps about things.

You deserve to have what you long for and you will get it. Until then,

we'll be here to cheer you on.

Lots of love,

[Guest guest]

Kimber,

I am SO SORRY. You deserve to have a bathrobe and cheetohs day. And

maybe a little later on in the day, a stiff drink is in order. :-)

I will be thinking of you and praying that the next cycle will bring

SUCCESS!!! Wish I could give you a big hug...I know that on days like

these, nobody wants a pep talk...you just want to be loved and allowed

to feel down in the dumps about things.

You deserve to have what you long for and you will get it. Until then,

we'll be here to cheer you on.

Lots of love,

[Guest guest]

Kimber,

I am so sorry about this. There is nothing I can say except that this just

stinks. I am glad you are giving yourself a bathrobe and cheetos day. It

is important to pamper yourself and let your husband run around on his own.

Perhaps he could run to the store and get you some mint chocolate chip and a

cheesy chick flick. He sounds like mine who finds solace in keeping busy

which is all well and good, but sometimes a day in a dark room is needed. I

have to remind him that women may need to handle things with bad television

and even worse food and that , no, a brisk walk really will not do the

trick. This is a man who believes sharing his feelings means to say his day

was good or bad, mind you.

Before I went on Perganol - with TTC #2 it is now Repronex, I went through

four rounds of Clomid for the IUI and never ovulated on the good side - and

had small follicles on the bad side - and I remember the awful feeling of

bitterness and hopelessness. My husband would slink through the door,

probably deathly afraid of facing the demonic creature that was his wife.

Sometimes one has to give in and just work through the crap. I do know you

seem like a very tough cookie and you are a trooper for having to deal with

all this nonsense. I just want you to know I am thinking of you. I am

anxious to hear about your consult - don't beat yourself up for feeling this

way, but keep a little flicker of hope burning because I have been reading

posts for about three years now and some pretty crazy things end up working

out.

In the meantime, please know you have a friend in NC who is still sending

tons of babydust to you and to all of us fighting the good fight.

Best,

Amy, UU

34

DD 01/22/04

TTC #2 w/ injectibles/IUI

I Cycle Cancelled - I am " non-responsive " again

:-(

> Hi ladies,

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> Today's sono revealed very little growth on my good side, and the

> bad side has one follie leading - as if I was not taking $300 shots

> every night.

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> They said we need to cancel this cycle and wanted me to see the

> doctor for a " consult. " This means they think I'm hopeless. Only

> they already sent me for a " consult " after LAST try.

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> Nurse said that she will ask doctor if next cycle we can try Letrozol

> (Femara) AND injections. She felt that I was responsive to Femara,

> even though the doctor and another nurse seemed to not think so

> during the " consult. " (One time I ovulated on CD10 on it, and the

> other we had to cancel because it was taking too long for the

> follies to grow and my husband went out of the country. Maybe the

> femara will work.

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> Today it's bathrobe and cheetos day, although DH seems to want to go

> run around. He doesn't share my need to nurse my wounds, which is

> understandable, I guess.

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> So that's my update... Thinking to the future, if I don't respond

> to the Gonal-F for an IUI, then I wouldn't respond for an IVF, so

> there would be no further options... And that thought makes me sad.

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> Kimber, 35, UU, cancelled 1st injectibles cycle

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