Tryed to do it

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Last evening I tried to do my self in cause i couldnt take it any more.way over

did the tegretol. the level was supposed to be between 10 and 12 and mine was

over 22. Also took klonipin. 10 pills at the most.Yes I know I was foolish. I

got to come home around 5am. And i still feel bad. I guess i have to go see a

head shrinker over this one. But when it gets to the point you cant stand it

anymore you will do anything. as of yesterday My dr. will be sending me to the

neuro center at the u of w. When I dont know. Well hop everyone has a good day.

Barb

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JLakey, I'm so sorry you were unhappy enough to do this. I hope you can

find some relief soon.

>Last evening I tried to do my self in cause i couldnt take it any

>more.

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Dear Barb,

I just wanted to say that I am very sorry that you became so desperate that you

took an overdose of medication. From your recent postings to this group, I

could see that you were losing hope. Unfortunately, I can only hope that you

make the connections in your own life that will give you the support you need,

'cyberspace' in many ways is just as unreal as our state of mind is when we're

depressed. Life has to be lived. Body, mind and spirit need to be cared for.

I have really been helped by my therapy with a psychiatrist, as well as by

support from my husband, friends, my chiropractor and my Yoga teacher. Of

course, when I was very depressed, they were all just 'shadows' to me. I didn't

'feel' anything but pain.

I have a developmentally disabled child and a loyal husband. In the darkest

times, the consequences to them are what has kept me from doing what you did,

and I am grateful that I managed to keep a shred of perspective to hang on to.

For my RLS and mood disorder, I take a combination of 'pharmaceuticals' and

also try out alternative therapies. You are on a lonely road and you need help

desperately, please try to hang on and let yourself ask for and receive the help

you need from those around you.

I wish you health, rest, hope, and love.

Margaret