Guest guest Posted April 19, 1999 Report Share Posted April 19, 1999 Hello All, I read Eve's letter and was very pleased to hear a hint of " up-beat " in her voice.I pray that things continue to go well. Sunday morning I was on the phone by 7am trying to get in touch with my/and my husbands Dr. because his gums, chin, glands under his tongue and chin were all blown up with swelling. He was almost in tears, I gave him a vicoden from when he had his car accident, and it took some of the pain away.He has a history of periodontal dieses and has been doing very well for years. Now they want to extract some teeth, 4 at the least!Well I was able to get him a rx for antibiotics and a mouth rinse with lidocaine in it, but he's avoiding the real problem-the teeth need to go!. I was so emotional for him that I almost cried!! Today we went to our dentist and then to an oral surgeon, but my hubby wants to wait. The dentist is very concerned re his infection,it is very bad.Oh, what to do!? Should I ask why?, or continue on in this day by day muck that keeps occuring in my life. I'm personnally tired, of all of it. Everything is a stuggle and I get no where. If I give up, I get no where. Basically, I can't win. My leg is killing me and I thought I was going to loose it today in P.T. d/t pain. Now this.Sh--, I feel like such a whiner, but I have no one to whine to. Again, how pathetic. I wonder if I had stayed in the Army 9 yrs ago, if things would have been better.My favorite saying, shoulda, coulda,woulda won't get you any where. I suppose that my worst fear is is that I know all the right answers, it's just that I don't Feel them any more.Nothing makes sense any more. Of course I will continue to struggle, gee, I wonder if we should file for bancrupsy-that's bad, I can't even spell it.It's more money that we don't have,to include the emotions that go along with it. I'm referring to the mouth repair. They'll pull his teeth for free, but to get replacements will cost a fortune!!This sucks! I called my SSD lawyer and was told that it was forwarded to the Appeals Court, but it has to go the way that SSD deems it. Like next year! I'm going to close for now because I have so many negative and finacial things going on, that just by my typing it, it's making me sick. sleep well le R.I. _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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