Re(2): Digest Number 258

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CMTUS (AT) e skriver:

> different types of pain and we all

>talk about the physical more than the emotional.

I recognize most of the things you wrote about. I sometimes say: this

disease is somewhat a little bit of a " social " disease. Many of us are

walking quite well and other people can´t always see there is something

wrong with us (I mean walking clumpsy doesn´t have to mean you have a

disease). They, and many times ourelves, expect we can do everything as

good and fast like " normal " people. Not strange we get depressed (me to)

sometimes as we have to struggle so much trying to do all the things we

want to do and which we think the people around us expects us to do (and

if we also have pain...). I mostly feel very lonely with the " emotional "

pain. There are surprisingly so many people who hardly doesn´t try to

understand what we are going through, not even our relatives sometimes.

But do we understand them? Everybody do have their own battles to fight.

I`m lucky I at least have some friends I can " cry out " together with.

They also have different problems in their lives so sometimes it´s their

turn to " cry out " . These friends are a blessing to my soul.

From a muddled (?) Rose in Swden