Guest guest Posted December 14, 1998 Report Share Posted December 14, 1998 Dear Group: As quite a few of you know, I was asked to participate in the RLS Research at NIH. I had expected to leave on Wed. for the study, but several things came up, and at this time, I'm not going to be making the trip. As a part of this research, I was required to stop taking my meds for 5 days before making the trip, plus not being able to take them while I was there. So, Thursday night was the last time that I took them. I never completely realized how well under control my RLS has been with these meds, until I stopped taking them. I have been in absolutely RLS hell over the weekend. On top of not getting any sleep and having several very severe attacks, I just got a promotion at work last Monday, something that I've been working very hard for, for some time. So, being sleep deprived, I knew that I wasn't going to be able to do my job in my full capacity. Plus, I'm involved in a very large project right now and cannot really afford to miss any work. I contacted Dr. Bara about my concerns last week and he told me to do the best that I could, where the meds were concerned. I can honestly say that I gave it my best shot. After 2 days of almost constant RLS and trying to work over the weekend, I finally gave in at about 4am on Sunday morning and took my meds. I contacted Dr. Bara about this and explained my situation and my experience and told him that I didn't believe that this was a good time for me to make this trip. Plus, having to take the meds, the test results probably wouldn't have been as reliable as not taking them. So, in conclusion, he thanked me for my willingness to participate in this research, told me that there was no apology necessary and that he hoped that I would soon be back to " normal " . He also apologized for putting me through this. He is a wonderful, compassionate man and I felt really bad for having to do this, but I do know deep in my heart that I gave it everything that I could handle. At this time in my career, I can't jeopardize my new position. I feel kind of bad about not being able to participate in this study, but sometimes you have to put things into perspective. I just thought that I would let you all know what was going on, as I have received several " good luck " messages from group members. I hope that all of you are resting well tonight, and regardless of the fact that I'm not going up there for the study, great strides are being made in RLS research. That's the one thing that keeps me going sometimes. Restful Nights, Jodi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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