.Doc........my reply to my last post to you.....

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In a message dated 5/21/2009 2:51:42 PM Central Daylight Time, docbry@... writes:

- Wow, so you still have the implants?

Yes, I do, only because I have been too ill to have the surgery to remove them. I couldnt find anyone willing to remove them until I spoke with Dr Kolb by email, and she said if I got cardiac clearance and lung clearance...... she would do the surgery for me. Unfortunately, I dont have clearance quite yet, and I have had to spend the money I was going to use to go there on

medical expenses cuz of the lung nodules and things.......I am having faith that by the time I get clearance, I will find a way to have the surgery done to remove these. She is in Atlanta

and I am in Texas.....

My ejection fraction was less than 20 % in 2005......it is much better now since this CRT-D is running my heart.....and keeping it in check.

I have been shocked 12 times, 830 volts each ! Kicked my butt ! !

As I have told Sandy, a few weeks ago, I removed saline implants from an Australian patient, her left implant already ruptured a few years back. Upon opening up, we saw a lot of seroma around the implants already, we had to do total cleaning of the area and of course, did a proper capsulectomy, which we believe that it is necessary for proper healing. Without doing a capsulectomy, the body continues to attack the remaining capsule which will later form a bigger and bigger scar tissue, not to mention retaining the toxic remains of the implants.

My silicone rupture was back in the early 90's, I got these salines. ( stupid is as stupid does...) Forrest Gump.......

But they didnt expect me to outlive the implants.....that is how

ill I was back then........

but........I got worse............they actually said I needed a

heart transplant, but were sending me home to die....they said I would spend the rest of my life in and out of the ER to get the fluid drained from my lungs and off my body........

I spent the next 8 mos or so dieing like they said, emotionally, and physically. They stripped me of all hope....... and I was in the hospital a couple times with pancreatitis, and kidney and liver failure.........but......................not due to me or illness I had......it was due to all the medicine they had me on.......they had me on

spironolactone, lasix, and metolazone.......all 3 every day !

So I researched my bum off and found out if you were low in aldosterone and renin that it would cause your salt and water to not function properly.......so, I got my kidney specialist to run the tests for me, and they were low ! !

No amount of diuretic was gonna work.

A matter of fact, diuretics now shut my kidneys down for some odd reason, I have tried them a couple times since to see if they would work, and they dont......they have the opposite effect.

Since I weined myself off of those, I no longer visit the hospital every 2 months.....

When I am very strict with my sodium and fluid intake,

I dont retain as much fluids... I am working hard to loose the

80 lbs I gained since the heart quit working well. I feel like

a giant water balloon !

Anyway, I have had around 7 or so chest surgeries...... 3 implants

the rest were removal of tumors that grew due to the free floating silicone. The silicone implants were under the muscle so it had free range for a good while, and they detatched my entire chest wall each time they removed the strips of tissue with the tumors in it.

It even migrated up over my right shoulder. Also a good bit of my right pectoral muscle had to be removed.

Rule of thumb, never believe it if someone tells you

that you are going to die....only God knows......

I only got these implants because I wasnt expected to

live 5 or so years, this was in the 90's............

Then 2 doctors the cardiologist and the infectious

disease internal medicine doctor both told me they

were sending me home to die......they must have co-ordinated

their speaches ahead of talking to me.........

That was crule ! !

- Wow, quite a long list you have.

Doctors gave me those on that list ! I accepted them ! !

I owned them, lived them, and while I did that, I was dieing ! When they pulled the carpet out from under me and sent me home to die, I was as good as dead, as well as depressed.

Then I got a bit angry at myself for believing them....

They werent God......

Then I got angry at them for stripping me of hope

and dignity. I was not worth saving......that is how they

made me feel......and what they told me in few words.

I didnt have insurance coverage for a transplant, and it costs

money they said, they said I had to have a means to even

be put on the transplant list.

Months went by while I was dieing, then I got mad and

thought, what they did to me stripping me of hope cuz of money was wrong, and really bad ! !

I decided to not accept their bad, it was THEIR bad, not mine. They should never strip someone of their hope cuz of money. Actually they never asked me if I had money, only if I had insurance.

Back to your comment, - Wow, quite a long list you have.

* * * Thank God I dont have them......I wont own them....

when I did, I was dieing ! * * *

Now I only own myself-my soul. This body I use as a vehicle.

It has its challenges, so I am working to do things so it can heal itself. I am working to heal it so my soul has a residence while I am here.

- in one of my replies I explained the MSH test significance, maybe... just maybe, to make some sense of the symptoms, what if your mucus production went haywire due to the MSH depletion from the biotoxins, then your sinuses were filled with mucus (which by the way, can happen without any runny nose), which can ensue the following symptoms

I have never had the MSH test..... although I am sure I have

systemic fungal infection, maybe multiple strains of it.

besides these implants being the same kind as many that had the black moldy implants, I spent much of my time in caves and in indian ruins hunting for artifacts and digging in old musty

dirt, I did this for about 2 years ! all the time, out in the dessert as well as the foresty wooded areas around and near creeks and things..........I thought I had an infection, and took 2000 mg of mexican ampicillin a day for 14 days. I thougt I might have a bacterial infection....I was really sick...

severe headache- pain between the eyes- some patients describe the pain as if its like someone is gouching their eye sockets-

I have had migranes since 1992. I used to get trigger point injections in the back of my head and kenalog very frequently, that is probably what caused the osteoporosis. The only thing that helps my migranes which affects my whole head, even my hair, is ice...packing my head in ice...... I also use the Silva method to put myself to sleep, The back of my neck and head, the top of my head, my temples, with sometimes shooting pain thru the right side of my head near my temple out the top of my head, sometimes my eyeballs are swollen and I can feel them rubbing on the bones in the eye sockets. This is only during some really bad headaches. I also have the nausia and the sensitivity to light. I sometimes get the occular nerve migranes sometimes with a headache, sometimes without.......

I had a 3 1/2 week non-stop migrane a couple years ago where I just cringed in pain and cracked a bunch of teeth from cringing.

imbalance- worst case: death from infection that speads to the

brain since the sinuses are just separated from the brain by a very thin bone.Well, that's just a theory... again, as a Devil's Advocate.

The swelling is off and on, and it worst when I have overall increased edema. I always have edema cuz of the heart and kidneys. It just gets worse sometimes.

The last time I had the leaning big head feel, there was no headache. This was a couple days ago.... The skin on my face

actually is swollen from edema, and the skin on my eyes

I can see cuz it is hanging down with swelling....

My tongue is too big for my mouth too a good bit of the time

like with swelling....

Methylene chloride can react with iron, so does this mean it also

reacts with human blood ? ? Just a thought - IT CAN REACT WITH THE IRON PART OF THE BLOOD, THE HEME PART... WHICH CAN ENSUE A PSEUDOPORPHYRIA CONDITION.

Do you suppose this could be part of PH's problem, since you

suggested she read about prophyria ? cuz her symptoms

mimmick it ? ?

As far as these implants are concerned, I am sure

they are moldy....I am also sure they have calcifications

all over them, as when I move my chest certain ways, I feel

like I am being cut up with razors in there. Very

uncomfortable !

Also, many times when I lay on my left side, it makes

my heart thump and flip and jump around like a monkey

and it makes me feel really weird, so I have to not lay

on that side......

Oh, one more thing, since I have so much edema.....

I also have a problem with everytime I lean over

even just alittle, water runs out my nose. This has

been going on for about almost 3 years now.

It is worse the more edema I have.

Right now, I am taking 1600 mg of cap acid with pau d'arco in it each meal. ( I eat 2 times a day ) I drink kefir that I make , 2 times a day, I consider my first cup my breakfast......I also mix coldpressed organic flax oil with cottage cheese because Dr Johanna Budwig found that mixing flax with a sulphurated protein helped it bind , do you find that to be true ? ? anyway, I eat about 3 heaping teaspoons before lunch and before dinner.

I make sure one meal a day is all raw vegetables. I dont eat

processed foods or fried, and only very rarely eat out.

Thank you for all your help.....you are a blessing to us !

Dede

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