Guest guest Posted November 12, 2009 Report Share Posted November 12, 2009 Hi tjay...Notice my last entry. The doctor near me won't take me on as he didn't implant me. My implant doctor won't take them out under our government health plan, and he doesn't remove the capsules anyway. Dr. Blais did not have good things to say about my implant doctor. I really need prayer. Thanks. From: tjay1302000 <t-jay130@...> Sent: Thu, November 12, 2009 6:05:07 PMSubject: Re: - Capsule Removal Great to hear it, .How wonderful that one of the doctors actually works out of the hospital near you.Hugs, M. Be smarter than spam. See how smart SpamGuard is at giving junk email the boot with the All-new Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 13, 2009 Report Share Posted November 13, 2009 Thanks teresa. I need all of the prayer I can get. I am just numb right now with the realization of what I have done to myself. The awful part is that I don't have many people around me for support or to help out. My family, sister, Mom and Dad have abandoned me emotionally. My parents are in their late seventies, and I feel like I should be taking care of them, not the other way around. I do have my husband, but he doesn't get emotional, and he certainly isn't one to give hugs. I really don't want to tell anybody about this because I don't know what to tell them. It feels like what I will need is like a mastectomy without the Chemo. Dr. Blais explained the surgery to me, and a mastectomy comes pretty close to describing it, the drains, the rehab, etc. I am being plagued with what ifs.....what if no doctor will take me on.............what if I have to travel a long way for this procedure, we don't even have money for food some weeks..........................what if, what if , what if.............................I feel like a bad Christian too. Why am I so scared when God is for me. He promised me he would take care of me. The waiting is killing me.. Sorry for dumping on you. I just feel so wounded. Thanks for you prayers. They mean alot. From: tjay1302000 <t-jay130@...> Sent: Thu, November 12, 2009 11:09:59 PMSubject: Re: - Capsule Removal I'll be praying, . M. Canada Toolbar : Search from anywhere on the web and bookmark your favourite sites. Download it now! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 13, 2009 Report Share Posted November 13, 2009 Hi ....I needed to hear that. I already do have my saga, and nothing to do with these implants. I am a recover anorexic/bulimic. My husband is free of alcoholism. We have and 11 year old daughter we thought we would never have after 7 years of infertility, to have her conceived naturally. My husband I lost everything we have, retirement etc. when franchises we invested in went bankrupt. Everyday is a struggle, but I have wonderful stories too of people who have showed up at our door when we had no food, and a wonderful friend I now have through us buying her house 5 years ago. I take comfort in all of those kinds of things that have happened like that which mean so much. I know I will get through this and be much better for it, and what I am really looking forward to is being able to help others through this the way all of you have been there for me. Thanks again. Hugs From: tjay1302000 <t-jay130@...> Sent: Fri, November 13, 2009 11:57:44 AMSubject: Re: - Capsule Removal We're here for you, . I know the feelings of panic, fear, and thinking you don't have enough support...My cancer, bilateral surgery and chemo months were shockingly challenging on a lot of levels.What those months taught me, is that help will come from unexpected sources. I would suggest you look people in the eye and tell them a short list of your current needs. Many will give you back a blank stare, but others will step up to help.. Often the ones who have suffered the most in their own lives will step up to now help you through your rough patch.You'll have your own saga, but here are some things that fell to me; -Women I barely knew stepped up and lovingly shared their time.-Two male friends were faithful telephone prayer support folks.-The offered a wealth of support and brainstorming options.-I found EFT tapping free to learn on YouTube which eventually brought me to the techniques of also on YouTube.Both have websites too.Tap the top part of your chest when you feel a panic coming on.Invite peace, love, and creative thought to sustain you as you tap.I think you'll find it helpful to tap as you talk to God in prayer too. It has been a blessing in my life.-Self massage/acupressure is helpful too...feet, hands, scalp, and all over the outer ear. You'll get through this, . Keep deep breathing and make a plan.Hugs of support, M. Canada Toolbar : Search from anywhere on the web and bookmark your favourite sites. Download it now! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 14, 2009 Report Share Posted November 14, 2009 Susa, you are right, God is there for you........I know it is all so scarey especially the unknown, but you will be ok.......and everything will go well. Eat healthy, no junk, pray, and hang on to your faith...in yourself and your God. My thoughts and prayers are with you ~ Dede Re: - Capsule Removal I'll be praying, . M. Canada Toolbar : Search from anywhere on the web and bookmark your favourite sites. Download it now! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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