FINALLY I can breatheeeeeeeeeee

[Guest guest]

Y'all are great and bunches of fun........

I m sure Ya'll know and could tell from my postings that I ve not

been 100% certain...

Well having another heart to heart with my hubby,

I m feeling FANTASTIC!!!! He was my main reason of uncertainty and

he has pulled thru..........I m so lucky he loves me so much and

wants to sleep in my hospital room with me........:-D (I think)

meanwhile....

The surgery was a very difficult decision to make. I " ll let you all

know, something very personal.........I lost my first husband 4 yrs

ago to cancer. He was 36(I m since a " NEWLEYWED " )

So when my son 13 (will be with us @ hosp)& I have 11 yr old

also )But when Josh said to me mom, " I dont want to be an

orphan " I 'd about lost it........after prayers and GODS

love........He now says mom I cant wait til you go skiing with us

next year......ME TOO.......!!!!!Last time I went was 5 yrs ago......

Any way, I have you all to thank who have shared and help put my

weiry mind at ease!

THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU!!!

GOD BLESS!

Lori

5-31-00 ps Dr, R I will save my questions for tomorrow..........