Re: i AM REALLY WORRIED.

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I am so sorry that you feel the way that you do. I wish the best for you. thankyou for answering my questions. Try to relax on your trip. Get those things out asap!!

From: Lengyel <tracylengyel@...> Sent: Tue, May 18, 2010 7:42:10 PMSubject: RE: i AM REALLY WORRIED.

ERIN- I was saying good bye before because I am going somewhere without internet service for 2 weeks tomorrow morning- but had to check one last time 4 final details meeting a friend. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-- yes, this is EXACTLY the way I was for about 2 years. This is why it has taken me so long to look up more information and get more serious about explantation. I would have more good days then. MY HAIR is horrible. I was looking at pictures last night of the difference from right after implantation to now. I had nice hair- now it is very thin- brittle- breaking off a lot. I don't even bother going to get it cut- it breaks off then I try to even it out myself. No body hair loss but I've noticed having to pluck eyebrows much less often. I used to be able to whip up dinner with no problem- and would make ahead spaghetti sauce- soup- to keep in

fridge. Now, I get overwhelmed just looking in fridge- and cry to husband and daughter to help me get through making dinner- that always led to arguments- because they didn't understand I was REALLY struggling to get through mentally AND physically. I would cry and tell my husband I am dying and that HE HAS TO HELP ME CLEAN, COOK ETC. I used to be able to do it all- now my house is dirtier than ever and I am too tired to even shop for ingredients to cook. THis was not even noticable to others- and even though I'd try to explain it to my husband how hard it was to get through even putting a thought together- let alone doing it- he even said recently he thought it was just depression or bipolar issues. I'd panic over losing my mind- then- I'd just zone for hours- giving up. WE ARE BEING POISONED. I still don't want to accept it, especially if I have a somewhat normal feeling

moment- but I know the truth- and come on this site and others to remind myself that it is the implants and to get me through going through with explantation. I'm still not sure what surgeon or when to do it- but it has to be soon. My body is NOT HAPPY with this. YOU SHould see how much I have aged since implantation only 2 yrs 8 months ago. I look like I've aged at least 10 yrs. No one could believe I was 38 before implantation, and thought I was in early 30's- or even late 20's- and after looking at pics last night- they are right- now I look like I'm 50 at least. I'm serious. My eyes are not even healthy looking- and skin. I went to look at the makeup counters for the first time in years- looking for something really good for my bags and circles- actually the whole way around eyes are reddish and eye whites are like yellow- and 2 ladies at different stores

told me my skin looked GRAYISH! I have always had incredibly healthy looking skin. IT"S HARD- I KNOW. I have many stories like yours- one is one time I was putting the water in the coffee pot, forgot I already did, and put it in again and water went all over counter. I AM A MESS. When I'm hungry and too tired to make something normal- I will eat nacho chips in a frenzy and not even care they are faling on floor and will just leave them there. I have always been very clean. I remember going to docs about a yr after implantation, and telling her I was worried because I just left door open of car in garage- and didn't even know till I went out later and it was still open, I was too embarrassed to tell any doctor I got implants, except when I went back to plastic surgeons with symptoms that matched other poisoned womens. SOrry-

From: erinbarber91@...Date: Tue, 18 May 2010 15:11:57 -0700Subject: i AM REALLY WORRIED.

Hi all, I have talked to allot of doctors the past couple of days and I am almost 100% sure that these things are coming out. The only thing that concerns my is that I have some symptoms every day but there are some days that aren't horrible. For example, last week I tryed to fight it but couldn't and I felt bad Saturday through Thursday. Since then it hasn't been to bad. This is how it always is for me. I think ok maybe my health is going to settle down and then it hits again. The things that never go away are hair loss from all over my body. The anxiety every time I wake up. Not being able to gain weight and to have to eat sooo much to maintain where I am. Being tired even though some days are much worse then others and I always feel dazed at some point during the day. And forget some things. I was making my kids dinner and opened the fridge and forgot what I needed just

little things like that. I am going to keep up with how many days I am down in a month for now on. Thankyou all for everything

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Hi, So do you have days that you don't feel horrible? No I have not been DX with anything. They say it sounds like this or that test me for it. It comes back normal and they send me to a specialist just incase. They test me and everything is always normal. I am scared but ready to get these things out!!! It really helps to know that there are other people who feel the same as we do. I was really feeling crazy. All of these dr.'s are saying I am fine but no I'm not. I hope you get feeling better soon. What ever it takes!

From: Tina Rinaldi <tinarinaldi71@...> Sent: Tue, May 18, 2010 6:04:41 PMSubject: Re: i AM REALLY WORRIED.

I can't believe how you describe how you are feeling, I have these symptoms and feelings to the T I just went to the breast surgeon today with questions and concerns.He doesn't know too much about it and he refered me to a plastic surgeon. I also saw my GYN today he also refered me to plastic surgeons. My hair is falling out too! It's freaking me out!!!! Do you have an autoimmune disease diagnoses? My DR.'S could never give me an explanation for my dizziness,forgetfulness or being off balance. Tina, from N.Y.

From: Barber <erinbarber91@...>Subject: i AM REALLY WORRIED. Date: Tuesday, May 18, 2010, 10:11 PM

Hi all, I have talked to allot of doctors the past couple of days and I am almost 100% sure that these things are coming out. The only thing that concerns my is that I have some symptoms every day but there are some days that aren't horrible. For example, last week I tryed to fight it but couldn't and I felt bad Saturday through Thursday. Since then it hasn't been to bad. This is how it always is for me. I think ok maybe my health is going to settle down and then it hits again. The things that never go away are hair loss from all over my body. The anxiety every time I wake up. Not being able to gain weight and to have to eat sooo much to maintain where I am. Being tired even though some days are much worse then others and I always feel dazed at some point during the day. And forget some things. I was making my kids dinner and opened the fridge and forgot what I needed just

little things like that. I am going to keep up with how many days I am down in a month for now on. Thankyou all for everything

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My pleasure, ! ! You know, its a crazy world we live in these days

but..................................( there is always a butt, huh? )

you can make your private space YOUR perfect world, no matter

what is going on in it.....I know, cuz I have done that....despite it all !

My whole medical story would make your toenails curl......but I am

here to tell you, you CAN do it ! You can take what you have and

make happy with it......bald eyelids and all ! They will come back !

Here is something I learned to do for myself that works wonders

I will share it with you, so if you find yourself having them, maybe

this will help.......

If you find yourself having a pitty party, do it ! but time it......

I used to find myself going days deep into self pitty partying

all by my self......then one day, I put my foot down........I put the TV

clicker and the stero clicker in bed with me, went and put my oven

timer on 15 minutes, and got a roll of toilet paper, alias kleenex, LOL

and I did the boo hoo, oh poor me thang til the timer went off.......

when the timer went off, I turned on my music, still laying in bed,

boo hooing, wiping the snot off my upper lip, and all of a sudden I

found my foot moving to the beat of the music........then the other foot

joined in......then next thing ya know, I was enjoying the music,

and so it began.................

I learned how to have a pitty party, but limit the time spent in self pitty !

So, I got the benefits of crying and all, cuz it does get your endorphins and all flowing, which is a good thing......and I felt better, and I was enjoying the music ! I love music, and it is always a mood elevator for me......

Anyway, girl, things are gonna be ok.......you are gonna get your health back

and you are gonna feel good again.........it will happen !

Hugz ~

Dede

i AM REALLY WORRIED.

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Have you all had your thyroid and adrenals checked out? Biotoxin illness can

directly affect the thyroid causing many symptoms you mentioned. Of course, the

chemical mess in the implants can as well, but I think there is something about

implants that interferes with our hormones. Make sure your FREE T3 and FREE T4

have been checked, along with thryoid antibiodies, ferritin, b12, folate,

vitamin D. The total thyroid panel most docs do is almost useless. You can do

the saliva testing from Canary Club to check on adrenal fatigue.

http://www.canaryclub.org/

thanks,

Beth L

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Hi, Yes I have had all of those test over and over and they all come back normal. The only thing that has ever showed up funny one time was I think my liver enzymes were low. I am not even sure that was it though. What ever it was they said that it was better then being high.

From: Beth <bethlakey@...> Sent: Wed, May 19, 2010 9:48:02 AMSubject: Re: i AM REALLY WORRIED.Have you all had your thyroid and adrenals checked out? Biotoxin illness can directly affect the thyroid causing many symptoms you mentioned. Of course, the chemical mess in the implants can as well, but I think there is something about implants that interferes with our hormones. Make sure your FREE T3 and FREE T4 have been checked, along with thryoid antibiodies, ferritin, b12, folate, vitamin D. The total thyroid panel most docs do is almost useless. You can do the saliva testing from Canary Club to check on adrenal fatigue.

http://www.canaryclub.org/thanks,Beth L------------------------------------