scared to death

[Guest guest]

Oh Sharon, I am so sorry you are going through this. I can understand how scared

you are cause Ricky would want to hurt/kill me too. I will pray for God to keep

you safe, for your son and your husband. Meds aren't always the right option,

but in this case, it looks necessary. My son's case worker told me numerous

times that if Ricky even threatens me, to take him to the hospital for a psych

eval. Sending hugs from Ohio,

- scared to death

Tonight Danny and I went bowling on our regular bowling league. He was bowling

bad and I wasnt' doing much better. He was getting mad and madder.

Here is the scary part on the way home he told me he wanted to bop a bowling

ball over my head.

I said so you wanted to kill me cause you know that is what would happen and you

would go to juvenile hall and then to jail. He said well when I got out I would

got to college. I said no you don't understand you kill someone you do not get

out of jail.

Then I told him if he ever came after me with a bowling ball or anything else to

hurt me I was going to call the police and have him arrested. He said why would

you do that and I said cause you don't hurt the people you love No response.

And my husband doesn't think he needs meds I guess it is going to take me to die

to get him on meds.

Sharon

[Guest guest]

HI - i am so new to all of this, including the idea that my 4 year old implants

are what's been making me so ill. slowly for the last 3 years, deathly for the

last 4 months...2 days ago my sister in law sent me an episode of Mtv Tru life

of who got sick from her implants and I sat there and cried because i

related to her on every level. I've made an appointment for a consultation with

the doc who put them in for monday and as you all understand, i barely have the

strength to talk, let alone explain my situation to someone who might not

believe it. are there any tips for the direction i'm going in? I mean, he did

a great job at the surgery, I just think there is toxic mold in the

implant..should I be honest and trust that he will take them out safely? I just

feel like he knows exactly how he put them in so it'd be the simple answer. And

with an autoimmune issue, how is it going thru surgery? I'm so scared that my

body can't handle it...i'm down to 104 lbs and i'm 5'6 " . i'm at the end of my

rope i feel...financially, physically, emotionally...i'm in the orange county

area in CA if anyone has any suggestions. thnx!