Re: Subject: Belinda

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Vera,

Thank you! I enjoy talking to you also and everyone else. I have

learned alot from this forum and feel at home here. I need this

forum. It has been so much help to me. I want to know the bad as well

as the good. I need to know what to expect or what I might expect to

happen to me. I believe my husband is in denial but he also knows if

I want something bad enough he is not going to stop me. LOL! He knows

too well. I guess I was trying to express my fear of his denial more

than anything. I want to be like I was when I was well. I was a real

powerhouse of a person. I never stopped. I know that most people in

here are just like me. I always took care of everyone and everything.

I know I won't ever be like I was but if I could get some of it back

it would be wonderful. I am not the kind of person who doesn't accept

reality either. Bill said, use it or lose it. Bill, you don't have to

worry about that with me. I will keep trying to use it as long as

there is a breath inside my body! I have a lot to live for and I love

living.

God Bless,

Belinda

> Belinda:

> Sorry I didn't get back to you sooner, but my pc kept kicking me

off. I was

> reading where you were talking about your husband not wanting you

to read the

> posting here. I would really hate to see you leave. I for one would

miss you.

> I know that not everything is easy to read, and it can be

upsetting, but all

> of us will try to help you when ever we can. Then I'd love to talk

to you

> about your garden. Not everything has to be about being sick. We've

had many

> a talk here about food, we haven't done that for awhile, but I

guess we're on

> diet's from our last talk about food. ) I know it has helped me

to fine

> this group. I feel like I have someone that understand how I feel

now and I

> don't always fine that with friends that I know here at home. I

hope that you

> will feel that you have a place here with us also, one that makes

you feel at

> home .

>

> Hugs Vera