Re: She finally answers your posts

[Guest guest]

Deborah,

I want to commend you on your wonderful attitude. What you are going through is not easy, but I admire the spirit, love, and strength you have shown. You must be a wonderful person to be able to write from the heart, as you did in your note.

God bless you and watch over you while you are in the hospital and always. You are in my prayers.

Love and Gentle Hugs,

Verlene

[Guest guest]

Deborah,

I haven't a clue what I wrote. I have to go back and look.

Unfortunate for me that isn't easy. I just want you to know if I hurt

you for any reason I am sorry! I admire you very much and have the

upmost respect for you. Your courage has been a encouragement to me.

I have several members of my family praying for you and have told

them your story and about your strength and testomony (sp). It is

strange that I have only known you through this group and emails but

I feel like I have known you for a long time. I wish I could help you

with suggestion like the others but I don't know enough to give you

suggestions. I wish I did. I wish I could take away this disease and

pain from you and all the pain it has caused you in the past. You are

right though I do believe there are reasons for everything and I am

glad that you have been an inspiration to others as you have been to

me. It is a wonderful thing! May God bless you, Deborah always. You

have a wonderful husband and caregiver that I know will always be

there for you. That is also a wonderful thing! Hey maybe I can be

like Martha and instead of having the saying " it'sa good

thing " I will have a show saying its a wonderful thing! LOL Sorry

that just popped into my head! LOL I can't help the pops LOL Well I

just wanted you to know how I feel and I am praying for you!

God bless with lots of love and gentle hugs,

Belinda

>

> Hello,

>

> Just an update on what has been going on. I'm still in the

hospital and

> hope that I might be able to leave sometime next week.

>

> I wanted to thank all of you who have written me.

>

> Vera: The poem accident post was really helpful but from what you

said, I

> should rescind my thanks and forward them to Shirley for the

posting it to

> begin with. So I guess I must change what I am thanking you for.

Here it

> goes, Thank you Vera for having an online accident. LOL

>

> Shirley: Now that I have been corrected by Vera, Thanks for

posting that

> beautiful poem so that could Vera accidentally reposted it. It

helped me a

> lot.

>

> Jeffery: Thanks for the good wishes

>

> Barb: Thanks for the prayers and did you call me? I think it was

you but it

> might have been the Barbara from another group that I am a member

of.

> Anyway, if it was indeed you, thank you very much, if it wasn't,

you don't

> have to tell me and I'll never know the difference. LOL.

>

> Bill: Thanks for the info on the gall bladder. The test came back

negative

> so I'm happy about that. I am not on any antibiotics for this.

Because of

> the drug reaction in February, I have left in a state of

hypersensitivity to

> antibiotics. I have been told that I probably will not be able to

take

> them, in any form, again in my life because of the botched job of

treating

> my staph infection and my hyperactive immune system. My blood

workup looks

> good, nothing out of the ordinary. Don't have the flu, no blood

disease…

> and let me tell you, they checked for disorders so rare I had to

look them

> up. The pain is from the MSA. I'm not sure what you meant when

describing

> body temperature to me. My normal temp is 97.4 and a temp of 100.4

will

> leave me feeling terrible, at 99, I am tired and achy. It really

doesn't

> matter that that the doc who argued with me should be drop kicked

or not..

> my PCP's father had atypical PD and he took care of him for 16

years and has

> put on my medical records here at the hospital to give me Tylenol

if my temp

> goes above 99.

>

> Carol & Rob: Yes, they did find out what was causing the rash. The

> complications that I developed after the brain surgery and the

progression

> MSA has caused my immune system to be hyperactive. Anything that I

try to

> take that I have taken before is being rejected by my body

resulting in this

> rash. It got so bad yesterday that I finally gave into the doc's

request

> that I start steroids again. He knows how much I dislike the

steroids and

> waited for me to accept them. He had been offering to put me on

them since

> I got here but stubborn me wanted it to just go away on its own

(which was a

> possibility, I was told).

>

> Marilyn: Thank you for the information. I now have something to

give me

> hope that I might find a med that I won't react to. I took a new

medication

> yesterday for edema and had NO reaction. I tried another pain med

this

> morning and wham, back cam the rash in virulent form. I will write

down all

> my medications that I am reacting to and look for a common thread…

wouldn't

> it be just about right if I have spent all this time in the

hospital because

> of a " filler " in the medication.

>

> Sally: I don't think that I am latex sensitive. You are correct

that I

> have been exposed to it a lot lately. I did a count and have been

in the

> hospital 33 days since Dec. 20. My immune system is just whacked

out from

> everything and I was going to give in and just quit trying to find

a pain

> pill because of my fatigue from drug reactions but Marilyn gave me

a new

> reason to search and that is exactly what I am going to do. We

talked to

> the PCP, an internist, yesterday about an allergist. He told us

that if I

> were healthy maybe we could risk having me tested to find out what

is

> causing all of this but because of the shape I am in, it would be

dangerous

> to expose me to their tests and just to make me giggle, he asked me

if I

> really thought it was possible to have an allergist come in and

look at me

> and tell me what I was allergic to. The dermatologist did run some

kind of

> allergy test using my blood test but they all came back negative.

>

> Timo: My dermatologist ran some blood tests and told me that I

have hives

> because I am allergic to something. We have seen the rash come and

go

> depending on what medication I take. That is one reason that they

are still

> keeping me here… trial and error. It doesn't appear to be related

to

> anything environmental because the only time that I react is about

an hour

> after taking certain drugs.

>

> Aletta: I agree, I'm going with the allergy theory as is my PCP.

I'm going

> to do some hunting and digging today to find the common thread and

will talk

> to my doctor about it.

>

> Pam: You are so sweet. I don't give up easily but I just about

did on the

> pain med thing. Everyone here is of so much value. Ya'll actually

spent

> the time to think about the question that I posed and have provided

me with

> NEW AND WORKABLE info to take to my doctor to try and solve

this riddle.

> WOW, ya'll are GREAT!

>

> Belinda: I had a smart-ass remark to make about your post when I

first read

> it but wasn't feeling good enough at the time to respond. Now that

I have

> gone back and re-read it, I can't remember what I was going to pick

on you

> about. Whaa! Oh well, guess I will have to wait till next time.

Yep, the

> laptop is with me here in the hospital. I haven't felt well enough

to use

> it until today. Thanks for the prayers, they do help.

>

> Belinda, I also want to say something on a more serious note. I am

not

> angry with anyone I have met or anything that I have gone through

because of

> this disease. I do use the word frustrated because I am not in

control of

> the situation and seem to be pulled along some magic carpet ride

that I had

> no voice in taking. I don't like not being in control. But anger

is not

> something that I have given in to. I know from the bottom of my

heart and

> soul that God has a reason for me going through all that I am. I

also know

> that it does not necessarily have to have anything to do with me

but may

> just be a way to bring others to him through my experiences. So

far, I have

> been led to 2 other members of my church and have received 2

letters from

> people that were just about to commit suicide but changed their

minds after

> reading my story. That information was almost too intense to be

told. I

> have prayed over this and have even asked God if he knows what he

is doing

> in this case. Proof always comes when I start to doubt again. For

> instance, I had written a letter to the editor of the Charlotte

Observer and

> it was published in yesterday's paper along with my picture which

resulted

> in even more people emailing me and telling me their story and

perpetuated

> me retelling once again the origin of, " My strength, courage, and

stamina

> comes only from 1 place…. God's Grace. " So you see, I experience

many

> emotions with this disease but can usually dig deep enough to find

some good

> from it and when I falter, someone on the list always comes through

in time

> to kick my hiney out of whatever mode it is in and jump start my

tired

> little battery again. Guess you might say that instead of being

like a

> disposable battery, I am the rechargeable kind. Now all I have to

do is

> figure out what brand. Think I would rather be an energizer than a

generic

> one. LOL.

>

> I do have another hospital horror story to tell (bet ya can't wait)

but will

> do it in a separate post. Thanks again everyone for all of your

support.

>

> To the new folks here…. You will find this group to be a wonderful

source of

> courage, support, help and information. I don't believe you will

regret

> finding these people.

>

> For those that have lost someone dear to them, I admire your

continued

> support for those of us still in need of answers and assistance. I

wish

> each of you peace of heart and joy or mind for standing by the ones

that you

> love.

>

> Deborah

> aka TenacityWins

>

>

> _________________________________________________________________

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[Guest guest]

Deborah,

I haven't a clue what I wrote. I have to go back and look.

Unfortunate for me that isn't easy. I just want you to know if I hurt

you for any reason I am sorry! I admire you very much and have the

upmost respect for you. Your courage has been a encouragement to me.

I have several members of my family praying for you and have told

them your story and about your strength and testomony (sp). It is

strange that I have only known you through this group and emails but

I feel like I have known you for a long time. I wish I could help you

with suggestion like the others but I don't know enough to give you

suggestions. I wish I did. I wish I could take away this disease and

pain from you and all the pain it has caused you in the past. You are

right though I do believe there are reasons for everything and I am

glad that you have been an inspiration to others as you have been to

me. It is a wonderful thing! May God bless you, Deborah always. You

have a wonderful husband and caregiver that I know will always be

there for you. That is also a wonderful thing! Hey maybe I can be

like Martha and instead of having the saying " it'sa good

thing " I will have a show saying its a wonderful thing! LOL Sorry

that just popped into my head! LOL I can't help the pops LOL Well I

just wanted you to know how I feel and I am praying for you!

God bless with lots of love and gentle hugs,

Belinda

>

> Hello,

>

> Just an update on what has been going on. I'm still in the

hospital and

> hope that I might be able to leave sometime next week.

>

> I wanted to thank all of you who have written me.

>

> Vera: The poem accident post was really helpful but from what you

said, I

> should rescind my thanks and forward them to Shirley for the

posting it to

> begin with. So I guess I must change what I am thanking you for.

Here it

> goes, Thank you Vera for having an online accident. LOL

>

> Shirley: Now that I have been corrected by Vera, Thanks for

posting that

> beautiful poem so that could Vera accidentally reposted it. It

helped me a

> lot.

>

> Jeffery: Thanks for the good wishes

>

> Barb: Thanks for the prayers and did you call me? I think it was

you but it

> might have been the Barbara from another group that I am a member

of.

> Anyway, if it was indeed you, thank you very much, if it wasn't,

you don't

> have to tell me and I'll never know the difference. LOL.

>

> Bill: Thanks for the info on the gall bladder. The test came back

negative

> so I'm happy about that. I am not on any antibiotics for this.

Because of

> the drug reaction in February, I have left in a state of

hypersensitivity to

> antibiotics. I have been told that I probably will not be able to

take

> them, in any form, again in my life because of the botched job of

treating

> my staph infection and my hyperactive immune system. My blood

workup looks

> good, nothing out of the ordinary. Don't have the flu, no blood

disease…

> and let me tell you, they checked for disorders so rare I had to

look them

> up. The pain is from the MSA. I'm not sure what you meant when

describing

> body temperature to me. My normal temp is 97.4 and a temp of 100.4

will

> leave me feeling terrible, at 99, I am tired and achy. It really

doesn't

> matter that that the doc who argued with me should be drop kicked

or not..

> my PCP's father had atypical PD and he took care of him for 16

years and has

> put on my medical records here at the hospital to give me Tylenol

if my temp

> goes above 99.

>

> Carol & Rob: Yes, they did find out what was causing the rash. The

> complications that I developed after the brain surgery and the

progression

> MSA has caused my immune system to be hyperactive. Anything that I

try to

> take that I have taken before is being rejected by my body

resulting in this

> rash. It got so bad yesterday that I finally gave into the doc's

request

> that I start steroids again. He knows how much I dislike the

steroids and

> waited for me to accept them. He had been offering to put me on

them since

> I got here but stubborn me wanted it to just go away on its own

(which was a

> possibility, I was told).

>

> Marilyn: Thank you for the information. I now have something to

give me

> hope that I might find a med that I won't react to. I took a new

medication

> yesterday for edema and had NO reaction. I tried another pain med

this

> morning and wham, back cam the rash in virulent form. I will write

down all

> my medications that I am reacting to and look for a common thread…

wouldn't

> it be just about right if I have spent all this time in the

hospital because

> of a " filler " in the medication.

>

> Sally: I don't think that I am latex sensitive. You are correct

that I

> have been exposed to it a lot lately. I did a count and have been

in the

> hospital 33 days since Dec. 20. My immune system is just whacked

out from

> everything and I was going to give in and just quit trying to find

a pain

> pill because of my fatigue from drug reactions but Marilyn gave me

a new

> reason to search and that is exactly what I am going to do. We

talked to

> the PCP, an internist, yesterday about an allergist. He told us

that if I

> were healthy maybe we could risk having me tested to find out what

is

> causing all of this but because of the shape I am in, it would be

dangerous

> to expose me to their tests and just to make me giggle, he asked me

if I

> really thought it was possible to have an allergist come in and

look at me

> and tell me what I was allergic to. The dermatologist did run some

kind of

> allergy test using my blood test but they all came back negative.

>

> Timo: My dermatologist ran some blood tests and told me that I

have hives

> because I am allergic to something. We have seen the rash come and

go

> depending on what medication I take. That is one reason that they

are still

> keeping me here… trial and error. It doesn't appear to be related

to

> anything environmental because the only time that I react is about

an hour

> after taking certain drugs.

>

> Aletta: I agree, I'm going with the allergy theory as is my PCP.

I'm going

> to do some hunting and digging today to find the common thread and

will talk

> to my doctor about it.

>

> Pam: You are so sweet. I don't give up easily but I just about

did on the

> pain med thing. Everyone here is of so much value. Ya'll actually

spent

> the time to think about the question that I posed and have provided

me with

> NEW AND WORKABLE info to take to my doctor to try and solve

this riddle.

> WOW, ya'll are GREAT!

>

> Belinda: I had a smart-ass remark to make about your post when I

first read

> it but wasn't feeling good enough at the time to respond. Now that

I have

> gone back and re-read it, I can't remember what I was going to pick

on you

> about. Whaa! Oh well, guess I will have to wait till next time.

Yep, the

> laptop is with me here in the hospital. I haven't felt well enough

to use

> it until today. Thanks for the prayers, they do help.

>

> Belinda, I also want to say something on a more serious note. I am

not

> angry with anyone I have met or anything that I have gone through

because of

> this disease. I do use the word frustrated because I am not in

control of

> the situation and seem to be pulled along some magic carpet ride

that I had

> no voice in taking. I don't like not being in control. But anger

is not

> something that I have given in to. I know from the bottom of my

heart and

> soul that God has a reason for me going through all that I am. I

also know

> that it does not necessarily have to have anything to do with me

but may

> just be a way to bring others to him through my experiences. So

far, I have

> been led to 2 other members of my church and have received 2

letters from

> people that were just about to commit suicide but changed their

minds after

> reading my story. That information was almost too intense to be

told. I

> have prayed over this and have even asked God if he knows what he

is doing

> in this case. Proof always comes when I start to doubt again. For

> instance, I had written a letter to the editor of the Charlotte

Observer and

> it was published in yesterday's paper along with my picture which

resulted

> in even more people emailing me and telling me their story and

perpetuated

> me retelling once again the origin of, " My strength, courage, and

stamina

> comes only from 1 place…. God's Grace. " So you see, I experience

many

> emotions with this disease but can usually dig deep enough to find

some good

> from it and when I falter, someone on the list always comes through

in time

> to kick my hiney out of whatever mode it is in and jump start my

tired

> little battery again. Guess you might say that instead of being

like a

> disposable battery, I am the rechargeable kind. Now all I have to

do is

> figure out what brand. Think I would rather be an energizer than a

generic

> one. LOL.

>

> I do have another hospital horror story to tell (bet ya can't wait)

but will

> do it in a separate post. Thanks again everyone for all of your

support.

>

> To the new folks here…. You will find this group to be a wonderful

source of

> courage, support, help and information. I don't believe you will

regret

> finding these people.

>

> For those that have lost someone dear to them, I admire your

continued

> support for those of us still in need of answers and assistance. I

wish

> each of you peace of heart and joy or mind for standing by the ones

that you

> love.

>

> Deborah

> aka TenacityWins

>

>

> _________________________________________________________________

> Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device:

http://mobile.msn.com

[Guest guest]

Deborah,

I haven't a clue what I wrote. I have to go back and look.

Unfortunate for me that isn't easy. I just want you to know if I hurt

you for any reason I am sorry! I admire you very much and have the

upmost respect for you. Your courage has been a encouragement to me.

I have several members of my family praying for you and have told

them your story and about your strength and testomony (sp). It is

strange that I have only known you through this group and emails but

I feel like I have known you for a long time. I wish I could help you

with suggestion like the others but I don't know enough to give you

suggestions. I wish I did. I wish I could take away this disease and

pain from you and all the pain it has caused you in the past. You are

right though I do believe there are reasons for everything and I am

glad that you have been an inspiration to others as you have been to

me. It is a wonderful thing! May God bless you, Deborah always. You

have a wonderful husband and caregiver that I know will always be

there for you. That is also a wonderful thing! Hey maybe I can be

like Martha and instead of having the saying " it'sa good

thing " I will have a show saying its a wonderful thing! LOL Sorry

that just popped into my head! LOL I can't help the pops LOL Well I

just wanted you to know how I feel and I am praying for you!

God bless with lots of love and gentle hugs,

Belinda

>

> Hello,

>

> Just an update on what has been going on. I'm still in the

hospital and

> hope that I might be able to leave sometime next week.

>

> I wanted to thank all of you who have written me.

>

> Vera: The poem accident post was really helpful but from what you

said, I

> should rescind my thanks and forward them to Shirley for the

posting it to

> begin with. So I guess I must change what I am thanking you for.

Here it

> goes, Thank you Vera for having an online accident. LOL

>

> Shirley: Now that I have been corrected by Vera, Thanks for

posting that

> beautiful poem so that could Vera accidentally reposted it. It

helped me a

> lot.

>

> Jeffery: Thanks for the good wishes

>

> Barb: Thanks for the prayers and did you call me? I think it was

you but it

> might have been the Barbara from another group that I am a member

of.

> Anyway, if it was indeed you, thank you very much, if it wasn't,

you don't

> have to tell me and I'll never know the difference. LOL.

>

> Bill: Thanks for the info on the gall bladder. The test came back

negative

> so I'm happy about that. I am not on any antibiotics for this.

Because of

> the drug reaction in February, I have left in a state of

hypersensitivity to

> antibiotics. I have been told that I probably will not be able to

take

> them, in any form, again in my life because of the botched job of

treating

> my staph infection and my hyperactive immune system. My blood

workup looks

> good, nothing out of the ordinary. Don't have the flu, no blood

disease…

> and let me tell you, they checked for disorders so rare I had to

look them

> up. The pain is from the MSA. I'm not sure what you meant when

describing

> body temperature to me. My normal temp is 97.4 and a temp of 100.4

will

> leave me feeling terrible, at 99, I am tired and achy. It really

doesn't

> matter that that the doc who argued with me should be drop kicked

or not..

> my PCP's father had atypical PD and he took care of him for 16

years and has

> put on my medical records here at the hospital to give me Tylenol

if my temp

> goes above 99.

>

> Carol & Rob: Yes, they did find out what was causing the rash. The

> complications that I developed after the brain surgery and the

progression

> MSA has caused my immune system to be hyperactive. Anything that I

try to

> take that I have taken before is being rejected by my body

resulting in this

> rash. It got so bad yesterday that I finally gave into the doc's

request

> that I start steroids again. He knows how much I dislike the

steroids and

> waited for me to accept them. He had been offering to put me on

them since

> I got here but stubborn me wanted it to just go away on its own

(which was a

> possibility, I was told).

>

> Marilyn: Thank you for the information. I now have something to

give me

> hope that I might find a med that I won't react to. I took a new

medication

> yesterday for edema and had NO reaction. I tried another pain med

this

> morning and wham, back cam the rash in virulent form. I will write

down all

> my medications that I am reacting to and look for a common thread…

wouldn't

> it be just about right if I have spent all this time in the

hospital because

> of a " filler " in the medication.

>

> Sally: I don't think that I am latex sensitive. You are correct

that I

> have been exposed to it a lot lately. I did a count and have been

in the

> hospital 33 days since Dec. 20. My immune system is just whacked

out from

> everything and I was going to give in and just quit trying to find

a pain

> pill because of my fatigue from drug reactions but Marilyn gave me

a new

> reason to search and that is exactly what I am going to do. We

talked to

> the PCP, an internist, yesterday about an allergist. He told us

that if I

> were healthy maybe we could risk having me tested to find out what

is

> causing all of this but because of the shape I am in, it would be

dangerous

> to expose me to their tests and just to make me giggle, he asked me

if I

> really thought it was possible to have an allergist come in and

look at me

> and tell me what I was allergic to. The dermatologist did run some

kind of

> allergy test using my blood test but they all came back negative.

>

> Timo: My dermatologist ran some blood tests and told me that I

have hives

> because I am allergic to something. We have seen the rash come and

go

> depending on what medication I take. That is one reason that they

are still

> keeping me here… trial and error. It doesn't appear to be related

to

> anything environmental because the only time that I react is about

an hour

> after taking certain drugs.

>

> Aletta: I agree, I'm going with the allergy theory as is my PCP.

I'm going

> to do some hunting and digging today to find the common thread and

will talk

> to my doctor about it.

>

> Pam: You are so sweet. I don't give up easily but I just about

did on the

> pain med thing. Everyone here is of so much value. Ya'll actually

spent

> the time to think about the question that I posed and have provided

me with

> NEW AND WORKABLE info to take to my doctor to try and solve

this riddle.

> WOW, ya'll are GREAT!

>

> Belinda: I had a smart-ass remark to make about your post when I

first read

> it but wasn't feeling good enough at the time to respond. Now that

I have

> gone back and re-read it, I can't remember what I was going to pick

on you

> about. Whaa! Oh well, guess I will have to wait till next time.

Yep, the

> laptop is with me here in the hospital. I haven't felt well enough

to use

> it until today. Thanks for the prayers, they do help.

>

> Belinda, I also want to say something on a more serious note. I am

not

> angry with anyone I have met or anything that I have gone through

because of

> this disease. I do use the word frustrated because I am not in

control of

> the situation and seem to be pulled along some magic carpet ride

that I had

> no voice in taking. I don't like not being in control. But anger

is not

> something that I have given in to. I know from the bottom of my

heart and

> soul that God has a reason for me going through all that I am. I

also know

> that it does not necessarily have to have anything to do with me

but may

> just be a way to bring others to him through my experiences. So

far, I have

> been led to 2 other members of my church and have received 2

letters from

> people that were just about to commit suicide but changed their

minds after

> reading my story. That information was almost too intense to be

told. I

> have prayed over this and have even asked God if he knows what he

is doing

> in this case. Proof always comes when I start to doubt again. For

> instance, I had written a letter to the editor of the Charlotte

Observer and

> it was published in yesterday's paper along with my picture which

resulted

> in even more people emailing me and telling me their story and

perpetuated

> me retelling once again the origin of, " My strength, courage, and

stamina

> comes only from 1 place…. God's Grace. " So you see, I experience

many

> emotions with this disease but can usually dig deep enough to find

some good

> from it and when I falter, someone on the list always comes through

in time

> to kick my hiney out of whatever mode it is in and jump start my

tired

> little battery again. Guess you might say that instead of being

like a

> disposable battery, I am the rechargeable kind. Now all I have to

do is

> figure out what brand. Think I would rather be an energizer than a

generic

> one. LOL.

>

> I do have another hospital horror story to tell (bet ya can't wait)

but will

> do it in a separate post. Thanks again everyone for all of your

support.

>

> To the new folks here…. You will find this group to be a wonderful

source of

> courage, support, help and information. I don't believe you will

regret

> finding these people.

>

> For those that have lost someone dear to them, I admire your

continued

> support for those of us still in need of answers and assistance. I

wish

> each of you peace of heart and joy or mind for standing by the ones

that you

> love.

>

> Deborah

> aka TenacityWins

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Belinda,

You never hurt me in any way, shape or form. You had said, " I can imagine

the anger you must have over all of this. I would also if I had to go

through all that

you have been through " I just wanted to let you know I am not angry and

why.

I met a lady shortly after my dx that was angry at the world for her

having an incurable disease. I prayed that I would always remember to use

her as my mentor. She inspired me to know exactly the type of person that I

NEVER wanted to turn into because of this disease. She motivated me to keep

tabs on what I say and do and I wanted to respond to what you said in case I

came across that way.

Thank you and your family for all the prayers. I do know that prayer

works.

Lastly Belinda, you make posting fun. In reference to your saying, " I

wish I could help you with suggestions like the others but I don't know

enough to give you suggestions. " I'M BLOWING YOU A BIG RASPBERRY HERE!!!

Each person contributes what they have and help in different ways. You dear

lady, always make me smile with your quick wit and intellect. Honey, you

and I would be great fun together if ever given the opportunity to be

deliberately put together in the same room for any length of time. Think

about it, no one would forget us, I'm sure. Never again do I want to hear

you say that you don't have anything to suggest. You have a great big heart

and one wry wit about you and i love you dearly for it.

Hugs and Warm Fuzzies,

Deborah

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[Guest guest]

Belinda,

You never hurt me in any way, shape or form. You had said, " I can imagine

the anger you must have over all of this. I would also if I had to go

through all that

you have been through " I just wanted to let you know I am not angry and

why.

I met a lady shortly after my dx that was angry at the world for her

having an incurable disease. I prayed that I would always remember to use

her as my mentor. She inspired me to know exactly the type of person that I

NEVER wanted to turn into because of this disease. She motivated me to keep

tabs on what I say and do and I wanted to respond to what you said in case I

came across that way.

Thank you and your family for all the prayers. I do know that prayer

works.

Lastly Belinda, you make posting fun. In reference to your saying, " I

wish I could help you with suggestions like the others but I don't know

enough to give you suggestions. " I'M BLOWING YOU A BIG RASPBERRY HERE!!!

Each person contributes what they have and help in different ways. You dear

lady, always make me smile with your quick wit and intellect. Honey, you

and I would be great fun together if ever given the opportunity to be

deliberately put together in the same room for any length of time. Think

about it, no one would forget us, I'm sure. Never again do I want to hear

you say that you don't have anything to suggest. You have a great big heart

and one wry wit about you and i love you dearly for it.

Hugs and Warm Fuzzies,

Deborah

_________________________________________________________________

Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com