Guest guest Posted October 28, 2002 Report Share Posted October 28, 2002 Kate said: > Going to the gym now to do penance.....I'll be thinking of you Betty! You > can join my own private " going through heck " club which includes me and > Helene, and now you!! Woo Hoo!! Oh - I'm a card carrying member too! The depression is back with a vengance, and I'm facing another winter of no live things - which is a long story in and of itself. Sigh. No amount of anti-depressants help this. I'm doing what I'm supposed to, it just doesn't matter. And I'm NOT lying (the way the docs act), and I'm NOT delusional (putting more in my mouth that I think). I still dump (have to be careful with natural fruit, haven't ever tested processed sugars), have tried increasing protein drinks, have tried going off them totally (thinking that maybe I was just getting the extra calories and that was the problem). Tried increasing exercise. Still eating low carb, high protein, not drinking with meals, blah blah. None of it matters. My weight is steadily going back up, and I'm right back to where I was presurgery, with that look of disbelieve in the eyes of anyone I tell (I couldn't POSSIBLY be telling the truth, or I wouldn't be gaining), I know I'm back over #260 because that is as high as my scale goes. I keep reading because I know I shouldn't isolate totally. Well, at least I can feel like I belong somewhere. Sigh. dee Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.