Re: Re:Vera> Deborah.>caretakers-sick

[Guest guest]

" We will try to make your job easier but don't hold us to it because we

still have a lot of spirit left in us that if we give up you know that we

don't have much longer to be with you. "

Belinda,

Well said. I do think that it is our stubbornness and fight that keeps us

alive as well as does our faith. I know that we unnecessarily put ourselves

in harms way more often than our caretakers would want. I know that I seem

to say, " you were right. " more often than I care too. I just don't know any

other way to survive than to put one foot in front of the other and walk. I

take my time out to experience anger and depression and frustration and the

whole gamut of feelings that living with MSA brings. I fight the only way I

know how and I do know that frequently it is not in my best interest but if

I don't fight, then what would I have left? Heck, I'm brain damaged... I

learn slow... LOL

Deborah

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