Re: Weight gain..

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Oops sorry about the blank post lol. Wanna talk about weight gain?! In a

single day I can start out at 204 lbs and by that evening tip the scales

at 214 lbs!! My body is WACKED lol I have thrown out my scales twice

because of obession over my weight and yup I have another scale lol.

Before I had this surgery I was 556 lbs and when I lost or gained a few

pounds I NEVER felt it but now oh boy I do, its up and down like a yoyo.

I have never been obsessed about my weight like I am now. I had this

surgery to LIVE. I was on oxygen 24 hours a day, couldn't take a shower

standing up. Hurt to walk. Would actually NOT go to the bathroom for as

long as I could stand it because it hurt to move that far.

I don't know what its like to be 'skinny' and I know I never will be

'skinny' I didn't have this surgery to be 'skinny' I had this surgery to

be FIT and live a few more years. If you are gaining weight rapidly and

its not because of what your eating then see you surgeon ASAP. You know

the most amazing thing to me is the fact diets don't work its a

scientific fact, but yet look at US ALL we STILL have to diet don't

we??! You know I am grateful that I am where I am now but damn this

obsession over my weight has got to STOP. Oh, and believe me I can feel

it in my clothes when the scale goes up and down. And I've went up as

much as 20 in a week and back down again, you know I think my body is

playing mind games with me!! Sorry to ramble guys but this weight gain

issue really gets to me, I just want to be able to not be so obsessed

over what some damn scale says about my body!!

Dawn

Pre-op 556 lbs

Post-op 204 lbs