Guest guest Posted May 9, 2002 Report Share Posted May 9, 2002 Deborah: Yeah! you do keep us caregiver going. Sometimes I talk to God and say Are you sure you got the right person to handle this job you've given me? I never dreamed that he would pick me to do it. Sometimes I still ask "Are you really, really sure? I guess he is, I'm still here trying to do the job the best I can and that's all I can do. Funny he see things in me that I didn't know was there. Well come to think about it, it's not funny. He know's all doesn't he? Just doing what needs to be done Vera ************************* Subject: Re: Vera Vera, Actually, I was a sweet, quiet kid. I didn't give anyone any trouble. Wasn't disrespectful, mischievous or a problem in any way. My mother said that I was quiet and shy. True! Babysitter's loved me. I did what was told, was polite and ..... then I grew up...... No, I don't think that Fred is keeping up with me or me with him. I think we are just really refusing to accept the increasing list of "can't do's" and hoping beyond hope that we will wake up and somehow today will be different. (I find it totally logical that if my brain shorted out in one direction, it can short out in another...right?) Ah, delusions..... they keep ya going. Deborah aka Tenacity Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2002 Report Share Posted May 10, 2002 That's why I don't pray for strength anymore. I'll slap anyone who does pray for me to have more strength. I did that for quite a while and life got really rough... I know one Tuesday last year I woke up and heard God laughing and saying, " Well, are you strong enough yet? " Now I choose my prayers more wisely.... I pray for peace of heart and clarity of mind... figure that those won't get me into to much trouble. Hang in there, Deborah From: FVJAMES@... Reply-To: shydrager To: shydrager Subject: Subject: Re: Vera Date: Fri, 10 May 2002 04:12:20 EDT Deborah: Yeah! you do keep us caregiver going. Sometimes I talk to God and say Are you sure you got the right person to handle this job you've given me? I never dreamed that he would pick me to do it. Sometimes I still ask " Are you really, really sure? I guess he is, I'm still here trying to do the job the best I can and that's all I can do. Funny he see things in me that I didn't know was there. Well come to think about it, it's not funny. He know's all doesn't he? Just doing what needs to be done Vera ************************* Subject: Re: Vera Vera, Actually, I was a sweet, quiet kid. I didn't give anyone any trouble. Wasn't disrespectful, mischievous or a problem in any way. My mother said that I was quiet and shy. True! Babysitter's loved me. I did what was told, was polite and ..... then I grew up...... No, I don't think that Fred is keeping up with me or me with him. I think we are just really refusing to accept the increasing list of " can't do's " and hoping beyond hope that we will wake up and somehow today will be different. (I find it totally logical that if my brain shorted out in one direction, it can short out in another...right?) Ah, delusions..... they keep ya going. Deborah aka Tenacity _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2002 Report Share Posted May 10, 2002 That's why I don't pray for strength anymore. I'll slap anyone who does pray for me to have more strength. I did that for quite a while and life got really rough... I know one Tuesday last year I woke up and heard God laughing and saying, " Well, are you strong enough yet? " Now I choose my prayers more wisely.... I pray for peace of heart and clarity of mind... figure that those won't get me into to much trouble. Hang in there, Deborah From: FVJAMES@... Reply-To: shydrager To: shydrager Subject: Subject: Re: Vera Date: Fri, 10 May 2002 04:12:20 EDT Deborah: Yeah! you do keep us caregiver going. Sometimes I talk to God and say Are you sure you got the right person to handle this job you've given me? I never dreamed that he would pick me to do it. Sometimes I still ask " Are you really, really sure? I guess he is, I'm still here trying to do the job the best I can and that's all I can do. Funny he see things in me that I didn't know was there. Well come to think about it, it's not funny. He know's all doesn't he? Just doing what needs to be done Vera ************************* Subject: Re: Vera Vera, Actually, I was a sweet, quiet kid. I didn't give anyone any trouble. Wasn't disrespectful, mischievous or a problem in any way. My mother said that I was quiet and shy. True! Babysitter's loved me. I did what was told, was polite and ..... then I grew up...... No, I don't think that Fred is keeping up with me or me with him. I think we are just really refusing to accept the increasing list of " can't do's " and hoping beyond hope that we will wake up and somehow today will be different. (I find it totally logical that if my brain shorted out in one direction, it can short out in another...right?) Ah, delusions..... they keep ya going. Deborah aka Tenacity _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 10, 2002 Report Share Posted May 10, 2002 That's why I don't pray for strength anymore. I'll slap anyone who does pray for me to have more strength. I did that for quite a while and life got really rough... I know one Tuesday last year I woke up and heard God laughing and saying, " Well, are you strong enough yet? " Now I choose my prayers more wisely.... I pray for peace of heart and clarity of mind... figure that those won't get me into to much trouble. Hang in there, Deborah From: FVJAMES@... Reply-To: shydrager To: shydrager Subject: Subject: Re: Vera Date: Fri, 10 May 2002 04:12:20 EDT Deborah: Yeah! you do keep us caregiver going. Sometimes I talk to God and say Are you sure you got the right person to handle this job you've given me? I never dreamed that he would pick me to do it. Sometimes I still ask " Are you really, really sure? I guess he is, I'm still here trying to do the job the best I can and that's all I can do. Funny he see things in me that I didn't know was there. Well come to think about it, it's not funny. He know's all doesn't he? Just doing what needs to be done Vera ************************* Subject: Re: Vera Vera, Actually, I was a sweet, quiet kid. I didn't give anyone any trouble. Wasn't disrespectful, mischievous or a problem in any way. My mother said that I was quiet and shy. True! Babysitter's loved me. I did what was told, was polite and ..... then I grew up...... No, I don't think that Fred is keeping up with me or me with him. I think we are just really refusing to accept the increasing list of " can't do's " and hoping beyond hope that we will wake up and somehow today will be different. (I find it totally logical that if my brain shorted out in one direction, it can short out in another...right?) Ah, delusions..... they keep ya going. Deborah aka Tenacity _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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