ME ME ME, MINE MINE MINE!!!

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Poop and double poop!

I'm really happy reading the posts of my fellow wlsers and seeing how

far they have come in their weight loss and lifestyles.

However, the preschooler in me is saying, " Waaah...how come I haven't

lost that much? How come they lost so much? First I had to be the

fattest one in town, now I have to be the slowest loser on the

board. WAAAH! "

Never mind that I was able to do hanging body lifts yesterday for the

first time in 10 years. Never mind that all my clothes are too big

and I am deluged daily by positive comments from people all over town.

Especially let's not think about my cute pink dress (by the way, the

only one I flirt with is myself in the mirror, ala stuart smalley.

It's quite refreshing!) and that I got into a " normal " size top for

the first time today.

Forget all that stuff. I want mine!!!! I want to be under 200

pounds too!!! (I'm 250).

Sigh. OK, I feel better now.

I really AM happy for you all. It gives me faith to carry on. I'll

get there...maybe a little more slowly, but, hey...living well truly

IS a reward unto itself.

Vicki

(but I still want to be under 200 pounds. like maybe tomorrow would

be good)