Guest guest Posted June 8, 2005 Report Share Posted June 8, 2005 If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because many of us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to finally put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , Robynn (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing with Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away with THAT excuse!) As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. 's " Epiphany Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can completely relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a higher state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who admitted to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post-op, high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying it way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part of my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself with. It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape the entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two consecutive hours tonight. Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 8, 2005 Report Share Posted June 8, 2005 The meeting tonight was really great. I loved meeting you all. And hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing aren't you. So cute all packed up in that little package. I loved putting you on the spot and making you guess who I was. Tim you are amazing. So witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got from you. Feels like i have known you forever. I guess on here it has been a long time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet Ms. Manxkitty and that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. I also drove in with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to know each other in the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already miss her. Speaking of missing.........................PAM you made it. So glad you did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies into one of those " big " chairs and we fit. it was snuggly but we did fit. I adore you my twin. I want to go back. What a great group and seems to really be a good facilitator. Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked fabulous, though she scoffed at that when I told her. She is already picking at jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a couple times to take a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and she wasn't doing the pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her wonderful Teddy with her and we left him in charge of making sure she sleeps tonight. I ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight but I don't think the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever! Well that is my update for tonight. Hugs to all of you. Hugs to all. > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because many of > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to finally > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , Robynn > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing with > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away with > THAT excuse!) > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. 's " Epiphany > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can completely > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a higher > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who admitted > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- op, > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying it > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part of > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself with. > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape the > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > consecutive hours tonight. > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 8, 2005 Report Share Posted June 8, 2005 The meeting tonight was really great. I loved meeting you all. And hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing aren't you. So cute all packed up in that little package. I loved putting you on the spot and making you guess who I was. Tim you are amazing. So witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got from you. Feels like i have known you forever. I guess on here it has been a long time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet Ms. Manxkitty and that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. I also drove in with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to know each other in the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already miss her. Speaking of missing.........................PAM you made it. So glad you did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies into one of those " big " chairs and we fit. it was snuggly but we did fit. I adore you my twin. I want to go back. What a great group and seems to really be a good facilitator. Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked fabulous, though she scoffed at that when I told her. She is already picking at jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a couple times to take a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and she wasn't doing the pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her wonderful Teddy with her and we left him in charge of making sure she sleeps tonight. I ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight but I don't think the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever! Well that is my update for tonight. Hugs to all of you. Hugs to all. > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because many of > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to finally > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , Robynn > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing with > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away with > THAT excuse!) > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. 's " Epiphany > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can completely > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a higher > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who admitted > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- op, > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying it > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part of > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself with. > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape the > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > consecutive hours tonight. > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Thank you .....WOW me being referred to as tiny!!!! You made my day!!! LOL We really got to do this more often. I miss you all already too. We have gotten to know each other better through this site than many people do in their lifetimes!! We all share a strong bond of friendship. I for one would like to nurture these bonds and get out there and LIVE !!! Oh I wish I would have gone up with you and Coleen to see Robynn!!! I just assumed she would be out of it!!! Pam please please tell her I wanted to sooo much!! Huggles > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > many of > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > finally > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > Robynn > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing > with > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away > with > > THAT excuse!) > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > 's " Epiphany > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > completely > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a > higher > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > admitted > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- > op, > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying > it > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part > of > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself > with. > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape > the > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Thank you .....WOW me being referred to as tiny!!!! You made my day!!! LOL We really got to do this more often. I miss you all already too. We have gotten to know each other better through this site than many people do in their lifetimes!! We all share a strong bond of friendship. I for one would like to nurture these bonds and get out there and LIVE !!! Oh I wish I would have gone up with you and Coleen to see Robynn!!! I just assumed she would be out of it!!! Pam please please tell her I wanted to sooo much!! Huggles > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > many of > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > finally > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > Robynn > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing > with > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away > with > > THAT excuse!) > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > 's " Epiphany > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > completely > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a > higher > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > admitted > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- > op, > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying > it > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part > of > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself > with. > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape > the > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 , I think she already knows so don't worry. I will let her know though. Big hug to you. I understand because I did not plan either. I went from coming into Fairfield on a Bus and jumping into my truck and getting right back on the freeway to come to Richmond. Talk with you later. Pam Marsh --- Diane Duenas brendadiane64@...> wrote: > Thank you .....WOW me being referred to as > tiny!!!! You made my > day!!! LOL We really got to do this more often. I > miss you all > already too. We have gotten to know each other > better through this > site than many people do in their lifetimes!! We > all share a strong > bond of friendship. I for one would like to nurture > these bonds and > get out there and LIVE !!! Oh I wish I would have > gone up with you > and Coleen to see Robynn!!! I just assumed she would > be out of it!!! > Pam please please tell her I wanted to sooo much!! > > Huggles > > > > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, > it was because > > many of > > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was > so nice to > > finally > > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, > Colleen, , > > Robynn > > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but > you were communing > > with > > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the > regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning > all of you > > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long > I can get away > > with > > > THAT excuse!) > > > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to > hear. > > 's " Epiphany > > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, > so I can > > completely > > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible > barrier into a > > higher > > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on > acknowledging > being > > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, > 's fear of > > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget > her name) who > > admitted > > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing > that too. > > > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with > food. It's good > post- > > op, > > > high protein food, but the quantities are > ridiculous. I'm > buying > > it > > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if > some primitive > part > > of > > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and > all the food in > the > > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to > surround myself > > with. > > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. > I'm going to > retape > > the > > > entim seams and see if I can turn this > defective lump of > grey > > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep > more than two > > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 > > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 I am just trying to give you a run for most spunky! I loved that meeting last night. Thanks to everyone that was there. gina > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > many of > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > finally > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > Robynn > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing > with > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away > with > > THAT excuse!) > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > 's " Epiphany > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > completely > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a > higher > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > admitted > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- > op, > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying > it > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part > of > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself > with. > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape > the > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 I am just trying to give you a run for most spunky! I loved that meeting last night. Thanks to everyone that was there. gina > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > many of > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > finally > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > Robynn > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing > with > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away > with > > THAT excuse!) > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > 's " Epiphany > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > completely > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a > higher > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > admitted > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post- > op, > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying > it > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part > of > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself > with. > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape > the > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 We only stayed for maybe 5 minutes. She looked fab for having surgery that day. She was pretty talkative and I thought it was funny when she looked up at me and said " were you really this tired all the time? " Ummmmm yea honey you are just fine. Pam said the same thing to me. Must be that we know going in how tired we are going to be but once all is done we forget that. > > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > > many of > > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > > finally > > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > > Robynn > > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing > > with > > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away > > with > > > THAT excuse!) > > > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > > 's " Epiphany > > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > > completely > > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a > > higher > > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging > being > > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > > admitted > > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good > post- > > op, > > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm > buying > > it > > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive > part > > of > > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in > the > > > world will be gone, except what I've managed to surround myself > > with. > > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to > retape > > the > > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of > grey > > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Crying is good . Do you remember when I cried through the entire apt. that we had? Well, at first I was embarassed but then I did not care because if I don't learn anything else on this journey, I learned that to heal you have to acknowledge and accept things for what they are. It is okay. When I saw you, It was like the entire room was empty and I felt safe (not that this meeting areana was not safe). Then when I said come sit with me and you just came on over, that up the icing on the cake for me. I was at home. I always get so emotional and I was complete unaware that you needed comforting. I am sorry for not being aware. I supposed it all got ironed out because we got hold one another's hands just as we need. Yes, God does work things out for our good and I am truly thankful. Colleen, you are so right, it was like that for me because when I don't see , I am sad and I am praying for God to deliver me from just being so dependant upon people soo much but I did feel that way when came to sit with me. Big hugs to you all Pam Marsh --- musil321 scorchio321@...> wrote: > OK Pam I am going to take issue with you regarding > this post. It is > totally unacceptable that I let myself cry at work > and if someone > sees this I will be mocked relentlessly. > > I love you too. You have such a quality of comfort > about you. I > love being next to you on this adventure. Every > time the door would > open I would sit in anticipation to see you walk > through. When you > finally did I was so excited. I know it was > probably rude to stand > up and hug you but I just had to. (sorry to anyone > who was there > that thought it was). Funny that you said you > needed your hand held > with I felt it was me that needed the hand. We are > just in sync I > guess. > > And sharing that big chair with you, we couldn't > have been physically > or emotionally closer than that night. > > I love you, my sister! And I am grateful for us > finding each other. > God sure does know what he is doing, doesn't he. > > > > > > > > > The meeting tonight was really great. I loved > > > meeting you all. And > > > hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing > > > aren't you. So cute > > > all packed up in that little package. I loved > > > putting you on the > > > spot and making you guess who I was. Tim > you > > > are amazing. So > > > witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got > from > > > you. Feels > > > like i have known you forever. I guess on here > it > > > has been a long > > > time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet > Ms. > > > Manxkitty and > > > that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. > I > > > also drove in > > > with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to > know > > > each other in > > > the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already > miss > > > her. Speaking > > > of missing.........................PAM you made > it. > > > So glad you > > > did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies > into > > > one of > > > those " big " chairs and we fit. it was snuggly > but > > > we did fit. > > > I adore you my twin. > > > > > > I want to go back. What a great group and > > > > seems to really > > > be a good facilitator. > > > > > > Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked > > > fabulous, though > > > she scoffed at that when I told her. She is > already > > > picking at > > > jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a > > > couple times to take > > > a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and > she > > > wasn't doing the > > > pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her > > > wonderful Teddy with > > > her and we left him in charge of making sure she > > > sleeps tonight. I > > > ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight > but > > > I don't think > > > the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever! > > > > > > Well that is my update for tonight. > > > > > > Hugs to all of you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > === message truncated === __________________________________ Discover Yahoo! Stay in touch with email, IM, photo sharing and more. Check it out! http://discover.yahoo.com/stayintouch.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Crying is good . Do you remember when I cried through the entire apt. that we had? Well, at first I was embarassed but then I did not care because if I don't learn anything else on this journey, I learned that to heal you have to acknowledge and accept things for what they are. It is okay. When I saw you, It was like the entire room was empty and I felt safe (not that this meeting areana was not safe). Then when I said come sit with me and you just came on over, that up the icing on the cake for me. I was at home. I always get so emotional and I was complete unaware that you needed comforting. I am sorry for not being aware. I supposed it all got ironed out because we got hold one another's hands just as we need. Yes, God does work things out for our good and I am truly thankful. Colleen, you are so right, it was like that for me because when I don't see , I am sad and I am praying for God to deliver me from just being so dependant upon people soo much but I did feel that way when came to sit with me. Big hugs to you all Pam Marsh --- musil321 scorchio321@...> wrote: > OK Pam I am going to take issue with you regarding > this post. It is > totally unacceptable that I let myself cry at work > and if someone > sees this I will be mocked relentlessly. > > I love you too. You have such a quality of comfort > about you. I > love being next to you on this adventure. Every > time the door would > open I would sit in anticipation to see you walk > through. When you > finally did I was so excited. I know it was > probably rude to stand > up and hug you but I just had to. (sorry to anyone > who was there > that thought it was). Funny that you said you > needed your hand held > with I felt it was me that needed the hand. We are > just in sync I > guess. > > And sharing that big chair with you, we couldn't > have been physically > or emotionally closer than that night. > > I love you, my sister! And I am grateful for us > finding each other. > God sure does know what he is doing, doesn't he. > > > > > > > > > The meeting tonight was really great. I loved > > > meeting you all. And > > > hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing > > > aren't you. So cute > > > all packed up in that little package. I loved > > > putting you on the > > > spot and making you guess who I was. Tim > you > > > are amazing. So > > > witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got > from > > > you. Feels > > > like i have known you forever. I guess on here > it > > > has been a long > > > time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet > Ms. > > > Manxkitty and > > > that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. > I > > > also drove in > > > with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to > know > > > each other in > > > the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already > miss > > > her. Speaking > > > of missing.........................PAM you made > it. > > > So glad you > > > did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies > into > > > one of > > > those " big " chairs and we fit. it was snuggly > but > > > we did fit. > > > I adore you my twin. > > > > > > I want to go back. What a great group and > > > > seems to really > > > be a good facilitator. > > > > > > Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked > > > fabulous, though > > > she scoffed at that when I told her. She is > already > > > picking at > > > jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a > > > couple times to take > > > a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and > she > > > wasn't doing the > > > pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her > > > wonderful Teddy with > > > her and we left him in charge of making sure she > > > sleeps tonight. I > > > ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight > but > > > I don't think > > > the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever! > > > > > > Well that is my update for tonight. > > > > > > Hugs to all of you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > === message truncated === __________________________________ Discover Yahoo! Stay in touch with email, IM, photo sharing and more. Check it out! http://discover.yahoo.com/stayintouch.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Lol..., Robynn is going to spank you. lol. This made me chuckle. Should have known that something like this would come out of your mouth. Thanks for the laugh and I sure hope you have forgiven me and are feeling better. Pam Marsh --- musil321 scorchio321@...> wrote: > Speaking of Robynn, why the heck wasn't she at the > meeting? I mean > come on girl you were right there in the hospital. > Lazy girl! > > > > > > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to > meet > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy > for > > > spending time after the meeting talking with me. > It > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you > talk > > > about your journey and I want you to know that > when it > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a > thing), > > > you will have attained that Excellence that > Queen > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration. > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you > continued > > > success on your journey whether you decide to go > ahead > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet. > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the > number > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit. > Its > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as > you > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay > sweet > > > and remember its all about BRENDA. > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation > and not > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am > glad > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to > see > > > you. You have that radiant smile and > peacefulness > > > about you that is comforting. > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still > fresh > > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to > think > > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and > > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful > > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water > for > > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you. > > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it > and > > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you > said, > > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks > for > > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly > are > > > in every since of the world FABULOUS, > FABULISHOUS... I > > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As > always, > > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean > literally) when > > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you > just > > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is > > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of > their > > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could > ever > > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains > and > > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just > beyond > > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be > > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not > > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love > you > > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care > my > === message truncated === __________________________________ Yahoo! Mail Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 I wish I lived closer so I could be at those meeting with all of you. I live in Stockton and that is a long distance. Cecilia --- Colleen Garner irishlilt@...> wrote: > that is hysterical gina ! I loved it ! > colleen > > Pamela A Marsh sweetnlow20012001@...> wrote: > Lol..., Robynn is going to spank you. lol. This > made me chuckle. Should have known that something > like this would come out of your mouth. Thanks for > the laugh and I sure hope you have forgiven me and > are > feeling better. > > Pam Marsh > > --- musil321 wrote: > > > Speaking of Robynn, why the heck wasn't she at the > > meeting? I mean > > come on girl you were right there in the hospital. > > > Lazy girl! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to > > meet > > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy > > for > > > > spending time after the meeting talking with > me. > > It > > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you > > talk > > > > about your journey and I want you to know that > > when it > > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a > > thing), > > > > you will have attained that Excellence that > > Queen > > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration. > > > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you > > continued > > > > success on your journey whether you decide to > go > > ahead > > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet. > > > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale > is > > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the > > number > > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind > spirit. > > Its > > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well > as > > you > > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay > > sweet > > > > and remember its all about BRENDA. > > > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation > > and not > > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I > am > > glad > > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure > to > > see > > > > you. You have that radiant smile and > > peacefulness > > > > about you that is comforting. > > > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are > still > === message truncated === __________________________________ Discover Yahoo! Get on-the-go sports scores, stock quotes, news and more. Check it out! http://discover.yahoo.com/mobile.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Amazing how far this journey takes us. We all needed each other last night, just the comfort of each other. Colleen said it was like a high school reunion but we all had never met. It was that and so much more. Just knowing we could walk right up and hug anyone in that room made it special. Pam, I didn't need the comforting just the comfortablity of you. I don't know how to express it. I guess in some ways I need to be safe and I am always safe with you. Thanks for listening to us blather on. We do it here so you all know how special we all can be to each other in this journey. > > > > > > > The meeting tonight was really great. I loved > > > > meeting you all. And > > > > hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing > > > > aren't you. So cute > > > > all packed up in that little package. I loved > > > > putting you on the > > > > spot and making you guess who I was. Tim > > you > > > > are amazing. So > > > > witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got > > from > > > > you. Feels > > > > like i have known you forever. I guess on here > > it > > > > has been a long > > > > time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet > > Ms. > > > > Manxkitty and > > > > that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. > > I > > > > also drove in > > > > with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to > > know > > > > each other in > > > > the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already > > miss > > > > her. Speaking > > > > of missing.........................PAM you made > > it. > > > > So glad you > > > > did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies > > into > > > > one of > > > > those " big " chairs and we fit. it was snuggly > > but > > > > we did fit. > > > > I adore you my twin. > > > > > > > > I want to go back. What a great group and > > > > > > seems to really > > > > be a good facilitator. > > > > > > > > Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked > > > > fabulous, though > > > > she scoffed at that when I told her. She is > > already > > > > picking at > > > > jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a > > > > couple times to take > > > > a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and > > she > > > > wasn't doing the > > > > pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her > > > > wonderful Teddy with > > > > her and we left him in charge of making sure she > > > > sleeps tonight. I > > > > ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight > > but > > > > I don't think > > > > the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever! > > > > > > > > Well that is my update for tonight. > > > > > > > > Hugs to all of you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === message truncated === > > > > > __________________________________ > Discover Yahoo! > Stay in touch with email, IM, photo sharing and more. Check it out! > http://discover.yahoo.com/stayintouch.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 forgotten you? What do you mean. I could never forget you. > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to > > meet > > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy > > for > > > > spending time after the meeting talking with me. > > It > > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you > > talk > > > > about your journey and I want you to know that > > when it > > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a > > thing), > > > > you will have attained that Excellence that > > Queen > > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration. > > > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you > > continued > > > > success on your journey whether you decide to go > > ahead > > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet. > > > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is > > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the > > number > > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit. > > Its > > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as > > you > > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay > > sweet > > > > and remember its all about BRENDA. > > > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation > > and not > > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am > > glad > > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to > > see > > > > you. You have that radiant smile and > > peacefulness > > > > about you that is comforting. > > > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still > > fresh > > > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to > > think > > > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and > > > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful > > > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water > > for > > > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you. > > > > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it > > and > > > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you > > said, > > > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks > > for > > > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly > > are > > > > in every since of the world FABULOUS, > > FABULISHOUS... I > > > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As > > always, > > > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean > > literally) when > > > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you > > just > > > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is > > > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of > > their > > > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could > > ever > > > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains > > and > > > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just > > beyond > > > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be > > > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not > > > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love > > you > > > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care > > my > > > === message truncated === > > > > > __________________________________ > Yahoo! Mail > Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: > http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Hey there folks! Last nights meeting was a blast! I went bouncing out to the car on air. What a great uplifting group we are! I know I would not be as successful as I have been without all of you. I know I wouldn't even have attempted the mini skirt if hadn't done it first :-D Colleen, Pam and , it was great to finally put faces with the names, you are all so bootiful! Tim, you look fantastic as always and you were moving around just fine. If I hadn't known you'd had major surgery 3 weeks ago I'd have never know! I got up this morning and I am down 1.5 pounds from yesterday, 191!! It's gotta be from all the smiling I did on the way home last night :-) I'm just 41 pounds from my goal of 150. Thanks Gordy for the loverly compliment and hang in there, you'll get there. We are bunch of amazing, WORTHY, strong individuals. Thank you thank you thank you Smugs and Hooches Kerre – Ms ManxKitty -135 > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because many of > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to finally > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , Robynn > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing with > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away with > THAT excuse!) > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. 's " Epiphany > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can completely > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a higher > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who admitted > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post-op, > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying it > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part of > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > world will be gone, except what I've m anaged to surround myself with. > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape the > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > consecutive hours tonight. > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Hey there folks! Last nights meeting was a blast! I went bouncing out to the car on air. What a great uplifting group we are! I know I would not be as successful as I have been without all of you. I know I wouldn't even have attempted the mini skirt if hadn't done it first :-D Colleen, Pam and , it was great to finally put faces with the names, you are all so bootiful! Tim, you look fantastic as always and you were moving around just fine. If I hadn't known you'd had major surgery 3 weeks ago I'd have never know! I got up this morning and I am down 1.5 pounds from yesterday, 191!! It's gotta be from all the smiling I did on the way home last night :-) I'm just 41 pounds from my goal of 150. Thanks Gordy for the loverly compliment and hang in there, you'll get there. We are bunch of amazing, WORTHY, strong individuals. Thank you thank you thank you Smugs and Hooches Kerre – Ms ManxKitty -135 > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because many of > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to finally > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , Robynn > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were communing with > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, Tawny, > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get away with > THAT excuse!) > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. 's " Epiphany > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can completely > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into a higher > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging being > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who admitted > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good post-op, > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm buying it > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive part of > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in the > world will be gone, except what I've m anaged to surround myself with. > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to retape the > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of grey > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > consecutive hours tonight. > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Absolutely....share the love!!!! > > > > If it seemed slow on the list Wednesday night, it was because > > many of > > > > us were at the Richmond support meeting. It was so nice to > > finally > > > > put faces to such familiar names: , Pam, Colleen, , > > Robynn > > > > (Yes, I looked in on you ma petite merle, but you were > communing > > with > > > > Morpheus at the time.) and of course the regulars: Gordy, > Tawny, > > > > , Kerre, etc. Forgive me for not mentioning all of you > > > > specifically. It's the drugs. (Wonder how long I can get > away > > with > > > > THAT excuse!) > > > > > > > > As always, I heard things I really needed to hear. > > 's " Epiphany > > > > Moment. " at Yosemite. I recently had my own EM, so I can > > completely > > > > relate. It's like you've crossed some invisible barrier into > a > > higher > > > > state of consciousness. Queen's insistance on acknowledging > > being > > > > worthy of all the gifts this journey bestows, 's fear of > > > > gaining, and the woman (unfortunately I forget her name) who > > admitted > > > > to hoarding food. I realized that I'm doing that too. > > > > > > > > It's weird. My cupboards are groaning with food. It's good > post- > > op, > > > > high protein food, but the quantities are ridiculous. I'm > buying > > it > > > > way faster that I can consume it. It's as if some primitive > part > > of > > > > my brain thinks that some day I'll wake up and all the food in > > the > > > > world will be gone, except what I've m > > > anaged to surround myself with. > > > > It's got to be a security/anxiety thing. > > > > > > > > Oh well, I'm too beat to ponder it right now. I'm going to > > retape the > > > > entim seams and see if I can turn this defective lump of > > grey > > > > jello between my ears off long enough to sleep more than two > > > > consecutive hours tonight. > > > > > > > > Be kind to yourselves, and make good decisions. > > > > > > > > Uncle Timmy -236 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 It's not that I'm lazy...I just felt far too superior to hang out with the likes of you people...and then, shoot...even being in a hospital room wasn't enough to keep you guys from bugging me!!! (hee hee...consider yourself spanked!!) Love you, RobynnColleen Garner wrote: that is hysterical gina ! I loved it ! colleenPamela A Marsh wrote: Lol..., Robynn is going to spank you. lol. Thismade me chuckle. Should have known that somethinglike this would come out of your mouth. Thanks forthe laugh and I sure hope you have forgiven me and arefeeling better.Pam Marsh--- musil321 wrote:> Speaking of Robynn, why the heck wasn't she at the> meeting? I mean > come on girl you were right there in the hospital. > Lazy girl!> > > > > > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to> meet> > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy> for> > > spending time after the meeting talking with me.> It> > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you> talk> > > about your journey and I want you to know that> when it> > > is all over and done with (if there is such a> thing),> > > you will have attained that Excellence that> Queen> > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration.> > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you> continued> > > success on your journey whether you decide to go> ahead> > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet.> > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is> > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the> number> > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit.> Its> > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as> you> > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay> sweet> > > and remember its all about BRENDA.> > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation> and not> > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am> glad> > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to> see> > > you. You have that radiant smile and> peacefulness> > > about you that is comforting.> > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still> fresh> > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to> think> > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and> > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful> > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water> for> > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you.> > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it> and> > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you> said,> > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks> for> > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly> are> > > in every since of the world FABULOUS,> FABULISHOUS... I> > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As> always,> > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean> literally) when> > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you> just> > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is> > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of> their> > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could> ever> > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains> and> > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just> beyond> > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be> > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not> > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love> you> > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care> my> === message truncated ===__________________________________ Yahoo! Mail Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 It's not that I'm lazy...I just felt far too superior to hang out with the likes of you people...and then, shoot...even being in a hospital room wasn't enough to keep you guys from bugging me!!! (hee hee...consider yourself spanked!!) Love you, RobynnColleen Garner wrote: that is hysterical gina ! I loved it ! colleenPamela A Marsh wrote: Lol..., Robynn is going to spank you. lol. Thismade me chuckle. Should have known that somethinglike this would come out of your mouth. Thanks forthe laugh and I sure hope you have forgiven me and arefeeling better.Pam Marsh--- musil321 wrote:> Speaking of Robynn, why the heck wasn't she at the> meeting? I mean > come on girl you were right there in the hospital. > Lazy girl!> > > > > > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to> meet> > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy> for> > > spending time after the meeting talking with me.> It> > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you> talk> > > about your journey and I want you to know that> when it> > > is all over and done with (if there is such a> thing),> > > you will have attained that Excellence that> Queen> > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration.> > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you> continued> > > success on your journey whether you decide to go> ahead> > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet.> > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is> > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the> number> > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit.> Its> > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as> you> > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay> sweet> > > and remember its all about BRENDA.> > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation> and not> > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am> glad> > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to> see> > > you. You have that radiant smile and> peacefulness> > > about you that is comforting.> > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still> fresh> > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to> think> > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and> > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful> > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water> for> > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you.> > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it> and> > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you> said,> > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks> for> > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly> are> > > in every since of the world FABULOUS,> FABULISHOUS... I> > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As> always,> > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean> literally) when> > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you> just> > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is> > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of> their> > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could> ever> > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains> and> > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just> beyond> > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be> > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not> > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love> you> > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care> my> === message truncated ===__________________________________ Yahoo! Mail Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 By the by...Colleen, , Pam and Tim are all knockouts! My mom and hubby (separated from hubby) said that Pam was absolutely gorgeous...and that her sweet spirit was obvious. They didn't get to meet Colleen and ...but I can attest to that individually. Tim, after you left, my mom (who is 74, by the way) said, "It seems like everyone I know who is obese (or was obese) share some personality traits: they are all ridiculously bright, empathetic, deep thinking, feeling caretakers. What's that all about?" And I said..."well, there is the trailer park contingent of fatties, too, you know." Steve said, "Well, but they aren't the ones who would be up for the task of doing everything required to go through this process. So the ones you are coming into contact with are of the caliber that Mom's talking about." Which is true, and ironically what I tried to convey to you all the other night. So now...we're all smart, kind, interesting, empathetic...and HOT. Ok, well, I'm on the way to HOT...but , Pam, Colleen (or Charlie's Angels, as I like to think of them) are there already...and let's not forget Mon Oncle...ze sexy fraannnchhh lover.... Anyway, great to see you all. I hope to go to the next Richmond one...so that I can see brenda and , too...right you guys?!?!? RobynnPamela A Marsh wrote: Crying is good . Do you remember when I criedthrough the entire apt. that we had? Well, at first Iwas embarassed but then I did not care because if Idon't learn anything else on this journey, I learnedthat to heal you have to acknowledge and accept thingsfor what they are. It is okay. When I saw you, Itwas like the entire room was empty and I felt safe(not that this meeting areana was not safe). Thenwhen I said come sit with me and you just came onover, that up the icing on the cake for me. I was athome. I always get so emotional and I was completeunaware that you needed comforting. I am sorry fornot being aware. I supposed it all got ironed outbecause we got hold one another's hands just as weneed. Yes, God does work things out for our good andI am truly thankful.Colleen, you are so right, it was like that for mebecause when I don't see , I am sad and I ampraying for God to deliver me from just being sodependant upon people soo much but I did feel that waywhen came to sit with me.Big hugs to you allPam Marsh--- musil321 wrote:> OK Pam I am going to take issue with you regarding> this post. It is > totally unacceptable that I let myself cry at work> and if someone > sees this I will be mocked relentlessly. > > I love you too. You have such a quality of comfort> about you. I > love being next to you on this adventure. Every> time the door would > open I would sit in anticipation to see you walk> through. When you > finally did I was so excited. I know it was> probably rude to stand > up and hug you but I just had to. (sorry to anyone> who was there > that thought it was). Funny that you said you> needed your hand held > with I felt it was me that needed the hand. We are> just in sync I > guess. > > And sharing that big chair with you, we couldn't> have been physically > or emotionally closer than that night. > > I love you, my sister! And I am grateful for us> finding each other. > God sure does know what he is doing, doesn't he. > > > > > > > > > The meeting tonight was really great. I loved> > > meeting you all. And > > > hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing> > > aren't you. So cute > > > all packed up in that little package. I loved> > > putting you on the > > > spot and making you guess who I was. Tim> you> > > are amazing. So > > > witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got> from> > > you. Feels > > > like i have known you forever. I guess on here> it> > > has been a long > > > time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet> Ms.> > > Manxkitty and > > > that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. > I> > > also drove in > > > with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to> know> > > each other in > > > the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already> miss> > > her. Speaking > > > of missing.........................PAM you made> it. > > > So glad you > > > did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies> into> > > one of > > > those "big" chairs and we fit. it was snuggly> but> > > we did fit. > > > I adore you my twin. > > > > > > I want to go back. What a great group and> > > > seems to really > > > be a good facilitator. > > > > > > Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked> > > fabulous, though > > > she scoffed at that when I told her. She is> already> > > picking at > > > jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a> > > couple times to take > > > a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and> she> > > wasn't doing the > > > pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her> > > wonderful Teddy with > > > her and we left him in charge of making sure she> > > sleeps tonight. I > > > ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight> but> > > I don't think > > > the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever!> > > > > > Well that is my update for tonight. > > > > > > Hugs to all of you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > === message truncated === __________________________________ Discover Yahoo! Stay in touch with email, IM, photo sharing and more. Check it out! http://discover.yahoo.com/stayintouch.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Well Ms. So and So, Looks like someone has a bad case of the sassies! > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to > > meet > > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy > > for > > > > spending time after the meeting talking with me. > > It > > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you > > talk > > > > about your journey and I want you to know that > > when it > > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a > > thing), > > > > you will have attained that Excellence that > > Queen > > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration. > > > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you > > continued > > > > success on your journey whether you decide to go > > ahead > > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet. > > > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is > > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the > > number > > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit. > > Its > > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as > > you > > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay > > sweet > > > > and remember its all about BRENDA. > > > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation > > and not > > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am > > glad > > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to > > see > > > > you. You have that radiant smile and > > peacefulness > > > > about you that is comforting. > > > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still > > fresh > > > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to > > think > > > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and > > > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful > > > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water > > for > > > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you. > > > > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it > > and > > > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you > > said, > > > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks > > for > > > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly > > are > > > > in every since of the world FABULOUS, > > FABULISHOUS... I > > > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As > > always, > > > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean > > literally) when > > > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you > > just > > > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is > > > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of > > their > > > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could > > ever > > > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains > > and > > > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just > > beyond > > > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be > > > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not > > > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love > > you > > > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care > > my > > > === message truncated === > > > > > __________________________________ > Yahoo! Mail > Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: > http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 can't be held responsible...pain medication, you know? ; )musil321 wrote: Well Ms. So and So, Looks like someone has a bad case of the sassies!> > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to> > meet> > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy> > for> > > > spending time after the meeting talking with me.> > It> > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you> > talk> > > > about your journey and I want you to know that> > when it> > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a> > thing),> > > > you will have attained that Excellence that> > Queen> > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration.> > > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you> > continued> > > > success on your journey whether you decide to go> > ahead> > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet.> > > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is> > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the> > number> > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit.> > Its> > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as> > you> > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay> > sweet> > > > and remember its all about BRENDA.> > > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation> > and not> > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am> > glad> > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to> > see> > > > you. You have that radiant smile and> > peacefulness> > > > about you that is comforting.> > > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still> > fresh> > > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to> > think> > > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and> > > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful> > > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water> > for> > > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you.> > > > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it> > and> > > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you> > said,> > > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks> > for> > > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly> > are> > > > in every since of the world FABULOUS,> > FABULISHOUS... I> > > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As> > always,> > > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean> > literally) when> > > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you> > just> > > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is> > > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of> > their> > > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could> > ever> > > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains> > and> > > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just> > beyond> > > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be> > > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not> > > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love> > you> > > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care> > my> > > === message truncated ===> > > > > __________________________________ > Yahoo! Mail > Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: > http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 I for one think it is Fabulous that is Fabulous ! I had forgotten all about that word and now it is like and addiction or something, next time someone asks me at work or when i am out and about , how i am ,i am going to say Fabulous ! oh my gosh i am laughing while typing and the dog and cat are like wondering what i am doing colleenmusil321 wrote: You make me feel pretty. Thank you. You missed it last night but everyone knows that attended the meeting and didn't just lay around, knows I am FABULOUS! > > > > > > > The meeting tonight was really great. I loved> > > > meeting you all. And > > > > hugging . Oh honey you are a tiny thing> > > > aren't you. So cute > > > > all packed up in that little package. I loved> > > > putting you on the > > > > spot and making you guess who I was. Tim> > you> > > > are amazing. So > > > > witty and funny and Gordy I loved the hug I got> > from> > > > you. Feels > > > > like i have known you forever. I guess on here> > it> > > > has been a long > > > > time and I am glad for that. I also got to meet> > Ms.> > > > Manxkitty and > > > > that was fun too. Loved the mini skirt girlie. > > I> > > > also drove in > > > > with colleen. What fun we had trying to get to> > know> > > > each other in > > > > the 40 min to and from the hospital. I already> > miss> > > > her. Speaking > > > > of missing.........................PAM you made> > it. > > > > So glad you > > > > did. Oh and Pam and I put our little fannies> > into> > > > one of > > > > those "big" chairs and we fit. it was snuggly> > but> > > > we did fit. > > > > I adore you my twin. > > > > > > > > I want to go back. What a great group and> > > > > > seems to really > > > > be a good facilitator. > > > > > > > > Colleen and I went up to see Robynn. She looked> > > > fabulous, though > > > > she scoffed at that when I told her. She is> > already> > > > picking at > > > > jello. Go figure. She said she had been up a> > > > couple times to take > > > > a run, ok a slow poke walk around the floor and> > she> > > > wasn't doing the > > > > pain meds too much but hurt a bit. She had her> > > > wonderful Teddy with > > > > her and we left him in charge of making sure she> > > > sleeps tonight. I > > > > ordered the aid to not keep her up much tonight> > but> > > > I don't think > > > > the aid had much of a sense of humor. Whatever!> > > > > > > > Well that is my update for tonight. > > > > > > > > Hugs to all of you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === message truncated ===> > > > > __________________________________ > Discover Yahoo! > Stay in touch with email, IM, photo sharing and more. Check it out! > http://discover.yahoo.com/stayintouch.html> > > ---------------------------------> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 9, 2005 Report Share Posted June 9, 2005 Ok, I will let you off the hook this once. > > > > > I really enjoyed the meeting. It was great to > > > meet > > > > > Uncle Timmy and Gordie. Thank you Uncle Timmy > > > for > > > > > spending time after the meeting talking with me. > > > It > > > > > meant a lot to me. I enjoyed listening to you > > > talk > > > > > about your journey and I want you to know that > > > when it > > > > > is all over and done with (if there is such a > > > thing), > > > > > you will have attained that Excellence that > > > Queen > > > > > spoke about. You are such an inspiration. > > > > > > > > > > Gordy, you are a sweetie and I wish you > > > continued > > > > > success on your journey whether you decide to go > > > ahead > > > > > and do the surgery or not. Stay sweet. > > > > > > > > > > , lovely as ever. One time on the scale is > > > > > enough. You are beautiful no matter what the > > > number > > > > > say. You have such a sweet, loving kind spirit. > > > Its > > > > > just oozing from you girlie! I wish you well as > > > you > > > > > continue to practice for this marathon. Stay > > > sweet > > > > > and remember its all about BRENDA. > > > > > > > > > > Colleen, I am sorry about my family siutation > > > and not > > > > > being able to bring you to the meeting but I am > > > glad > > > > > you were able to come. Its always a pleasure to > > > see > > > > > you. You have that radiant smile and > > > peacefulness > > > > > about you that is comforting. > > > > > > > > > > Tawny, still beautiful as always. You are still > > > fresh > > > > > at this post op thing so it is so easy for me to > > > think > > > > > that you are a real veteran. Your intellect and > > > > > motherly ways are just a few of your beautiful > > > > > characterists. Thank you for getting the water > > > for > > > > > me. Its always a pleasure to see you. > > > > > > > > > > , last but not least, I am glad you made it > > > and > > > > > thanks for being a blessing to Colleen. As you > > > said, > > > > > God worked it out on both of our behalfs. Thanks > > > for > > > > > surprising me and us with this visit. You truly > > > are > > > > > in every since of the world FABULOUS, > > > FABULISHOUS... I > > > > > enjoyed being attached to you once again. As > > > always, > > > > > thanks for holding my hand (and I mean > > > literally) when > > > > > I needed it the most. I never said a word...you > > > just > > > > > knew. You love unselfishly and anyone that is > > > > > fortunate to have you in their life, part of > > > their > > > > > life is truly blessed beyond anything they could > > > ever > > > > > imagine. Keep on climbing the physical mountains > > > and > > > > > the mental ones to. Around every corner, just > > > beyond > > > > > every cliff is something new just waiting to be > > > > > discovered. Each cliff, you will discover is not > > > > > about stepping off, rather stepping out. I love > > > you > > > > > dearly and I needed you to know this. Take care > > > my > > > > > === message truncated === > > > > > > > > > > __________________________________ > > Yahoo! Mail > > Stay connected, organized, and protected. Take the tour: > > http://tour.mail.yahoo.com/mailtour.html > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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