Re: Hi everyone... I'm back again. :)

[Guest guest]

Long time no hear! How have you been doing? I was under the

impression you had your surgery months ago. I got the dreaded $2,500

before surgery with Hess too, so I can see what you were going

through. When I said I would do anything to have surgery, that ended

up meaning two drained savings accounts, a personal loan and a maxed

out credit card. My insurance pays 70% but has a max out of pocket of

$5000. I hit that max out so fast I'm sure it had the company crying

about paying the rest of the bills LOL. This surgery is so worth it,

because I did it for me and I am worth it.

Now that I am so broke, I am hitting my friends up for clothes,

co-workers bring me clothes every week. I feel like second hand Rose.

One gal brought me her size 8 and 10's Yikes these clothes are sooo

small, she says don't worry you'll be wearing them soon enough. How

is that for support.

> Hi Hi to all of those who may remember me from last summer/fall!!

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EVERYONE!>>>

>

> To re-cap.... I had my first visit with Dr. Hess in Aug, and was

ins.

> approved in Sept... and have canceled two dates due to not being

able to

> afford the $2500 co-payment, and also the usureness of wanting to do

> this.

>

> Well.... I have the money finally!! And my life has settled a LOT.

> Matter of fact I am finally moving, after thinking I was going to be

> last fall.

>

> Anyways... I am back because I need to bit of a *reminder* of why I

was

> so certain this is what I want. I want to see where those I've met

are..

> and how they are doing. I saw Beth and Dee about 2 months ago and

they

> were looking FAB!!! I still worry and think about Jayne... has

anyone

> heard from her?? I wonder how Laurel and (aussie susan) are

> doing.. and will I recognize any of them now?? hehe..

>

> My husband is suddenly unsure again... I think it's just the fears..

> which I must say I still have. But I am like 95% sure that I'm ready

> this time... now to call Dr. Hess's office... I think they gave up

on

> me.

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> Becky / Bex / pixel

> -NW Ohio