Guest guest Posted August 3, 2005 Report Share Posted August 3, 2005 Ok, I have only 21 days to surgery and I am becoming unfocused at work, at home and fragmented. I am more nervouse than excited. I get glimpses of being excited, but thats it. At night I have been dreaming of being thin and it is so foreign to me. I almost don't believe that this is really happening to me. I have gone through this process 13 months now, and I know it's time but I wish the jitters would go away. Anyone elses go through this? Cecilia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 5, 2005 Report Share Posted August 5, 2005 Thank you Kay. It always feels better to know that you are like others before you. I appreciate your honesty. Cecilia --- specialkmix2000 specialkmix2000@...> wrote: > Cecilia- Please don't worry, you are totally going > through what > happened to me. I was posting with Robynn those last > few days before > surgery and it really calmed my nerves. > Once at the hospital, when I was sitting in that big > recliner waiting > for my turn, all the fear went away. I was washed > over with a feeling > that everything was going to be okay. > Sure enough it was. > The only mild panic milisecond was when I first > walked into the > surgery room. The anast. Dr kept me distracted > though by talking to > me. He was very kind and had a soothing voice. > Dr Baggs introduced me to everyone in the room, then > he said he was > going to talk to them about me. I can't remember > what he said to > them. I laid down, the Dr then said he was giving me > something to > sleep, then next thing I know I am waking up in > recovery. > Just like that! > So don't worry. Don't fret. Enjoy this time, since > it is the last of > the " old you " . > Take care, > Kay > > 336- Orientation 5/6/04 > 290 Dr Baggs- 6/28/05- surgery > 250- 8/4/05 > 40 lbs since surgery!!! > 86 since I began this journey!! > > > > > Ok, I have only 21 days to surgery and I am > becoming unfocused at > > > work, at home and fragmented. I am more nervouse > than excited. I > get > > > glimpses of being excited, but thats it. At > night I have been > dreaming > > > of being thin and it is so foreign to me. I > almost don't believe > that > > > this is really happening to me. I have gone > through this process > 13 > > > months now, and I know it's time but I wish the > jitters would go > away. > > > Anyone elses go through this? > > > Cecilia > > > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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