Nan

[Guest guest]

Nan,

Again, I want to say thank you! I started to write you a response

personally, but could not get it out. I do want to say that I hear you LOUD

and CLEAR on the using weight to not date or what have you. I have done that

for the last 6 years! For many reasons! Afraid of finding the one who

reminds me of Asshole (sorry, but that has been his name since I was 5!), or

me just looking for the abusive type due to that is all I knew at that age

(as far as men go). I alsways seem to find the ones that I place into the

" scrub " category. You know the ones, just like the song, no job, no $, lazy,

etc... I DO NOT IN ANYWAY want to relive my childhood in my adult life! I

think that is where some of my distrusting comes from. I DA*N WELL know that

is where my not getting into a " close relation " comes from. My ex~fiance and

I was the ONLY close relationship that I was in, then he decided to be

unfaithful, and I daid that was it!! I have dated once since then, however

it did not last long, due to I would not let him get close emotionally. We

had still stayed " friends " at that time, but that was it. So now that I have

babbled enough, and released some tension from my memory and brain, I will

go now. It is sooo nice to know that there are people who will listen, and I

like the fact that I do not see the eyes rolling, faces, etc.. in disgust!

Thank You all!

No matter how hard a bear tries,

he WILL NOT lose weight without exercise!!

~Winnie the Pooh

Lots Of Love....

lynn

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