Do not go gentle into that good night.

[Guest guest]

Yes, Dylan said it best : Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

I'm in much better spirits after reading all the love from the group. Thank

you all so much! Chemotherapy really isn't as bad as I thought it would be,

the only bad thing so far is the constant stream of IVs (and me with needle-

phobia). My hair is very thin now and i've made an appointment to get it

properly shaved this weekend. It'll be an ...interesting experience. I found

that wigs are too itchy to be comfortable. And all this because I'm steroid

resistant (if only the Prednisone had worked!).

I'm a very spiritual person, but not affiliated with any one religion. I truly

appreciate prayers from everyone, in fact, if prayer alone could fix me I' d

be up and dancing the jig in a flash! I have to admit, my faith has been

shaken to its very core these past few years- How I would love a

remission, just a few days off, maybe.

One last thing, there's a new man in my life. hes got a great personality, a

hairy back, and he purrs constantly. Yes, I adopted from the local

shelter and he is a ray of sunshine in my grey, short life.

Wishing you all pain-free days and warm soft nights,

Alyssa